[sweetsorrows]

I am moving so I am transfering schools.
However with all my problems I havent been at school much
it took me five years to get to my senior year
and thats a struggle because I am afraid of everyone.
I am afraid I will go back to hurting myself everyday
because I am not feeling safe.

[equive]

Schools have counselors available for your to talk to. Maybe it would be to your benefit to introduce yourself to one once you get there and let them know about your previous problems, so you have someone helping you look out for warning signs that you are slipping again. Or getting a private therapist during the transition. Is there anyone you already trust who can help you look out for you?

[Perna]

Have you thought about working online instead of going to the school; lots of choices these days:

http://cdis.missouri.edu/high-school.aspx

[Astridetal]

I am sorry you are strugglins so much, but I agree it may be best to introduce yourself to the school counselor once you start school. If you have already started school, go to the school counselor as soon as possible. Maybe if you see a therapist they could write a letter for the school counselor so that you may be able to get accommodations.

[(JD)]

((( hugs)))) You're on the right path. Who cares where you are on that path? Get to the end... even if it does take a longer time... the goal is a worthy one. No one can fix himself or heal in a short time when it's an issue that has built up over a long time. Keep heading the right way. I think you can make it.