[ariadna]

somebody uses you? I was so fine, i am doing almost a thesis but, the point is: it belong too to 4 more persons. I did all the job in one month, because i believed in them, they said that they will work but at the end they wanted to copy everything :s. We are doing a master, and one of the girls menaced me that if i dont want to work (for free, for them) they could pay somebody to do the work :s, i got so pissed that i lost my cool and i insulted her, but i tried to control myself, it was hard, I dont want to fight but i think this is so unfair and at this point is like i dont know very well what to do, to add the last drop to the glass, she is the person that manages the studies and grades departament in the university i just started!!!!! OMG, i suffer a soft ocd that shows just in my studying activity so... everything have to be perfect, no mistakes allowed... i study to the end of my capacity all the time, so, you all can imagine: i have 1 month sleeping too bad... 4 hours a day :S, now i am mad and depressed and i dont want to finish the stupid work and it is for tomorrow... I am forcing myself i just dont know what to do adult issues: no parents or teachers to solve them... so sad huh....

[Night*Blossum]

I was used once. :[ He admitted to it and said sorry like a hundred times and that he'll never do that to me or any other girl but it still kinda hurts. :/ So I know how you feel.

[ariadna]

yep, it hurts , i think today i am better respect that, i just feel like i dont care, anyways they said that my hard work was not very good, and they have to revise it to fix it , no thanks for me, 100 pages in which they collaborated like in 20 as much, and it happened because i was too insistant... the only thing i can do by now is just finish that and change group if possible

Thanks for share!!!