[silver_fairy]

My problem is not an easy one to talk. I'm twenty four years old. I have been feeling frustrated for a long time and unable to talk to anyone about this. I experienced harassment at the university I was enrolled, which left me unable to continue my studies. I have been having intrusive thoghts and symptoms of trumatic stress during that time. The story goes on like this. My mother was extremely sick some years ago, which left me isolated and experiencing almost grieving feelings, I did not want to be left alone in the world. The trouble was when she decided to move me to another town, hoping i would be closer to the rest of my family. This is what led to some professor to hate me and pour their anger onto me, believing that i made "complaints" about them and not just transferring. These two proffs had some major mental issues. I couldn;t move, anyway. After my mother complained, I had to endure the various abuse at university, ranging from being humiliated in front of others, being verbally threatened, being gossiped by other proffs who invented stories about me, I was followed on the corridors, stalked by that perverted psychopath calling himself a "proffessor", being told jokes with sexual meaning, etc. All of these while i was losing my minds because my mother was so close to death and I was praying to all saints that she would get well, so all the things happeing at uni was ignored. eventually, she got better, but i was in despair because of all the nightmare i was subjected to, i wanted to die, but even that was impossible, i lost all my words to speak. i experience traumatic stress and i am unable to forgive or forget, i am unable to continue my studies, i am angry because of my silence and inability to act or do something. My mother, she did not even believe me, about what happened, leaving me in stupor.

[downandlonely]

Hi silver_fairy,

It sounds like you've been through a lot. Sorry for all you suffered at the university.

Would it be possible for you to go to another university?

[Skeezyks]

I'm sorry you have experienced so much difficulty & hope that you will be able to find your way to deep inner peace.

[MaroonAbalone]

Those professors are absolute crap! I hope you're able to file a complaint and move universities.

[ken9018]

I'm sorry you went through so much. Can you transfer to another school?

I am sorry, I know being abused can have some serious consequences on mental health. But if they're not life-threatening, probably the symptoms should be temporary. I suggest you to move to another university, but of course only you know what is plausible and what is not in a situation like this.

[happysobercrafter]

Have you thought about seeing a psychotherapist?