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Default Nov 29, 2020 at 06:05 AM
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Back when I was in high school, I was afraid to write personal essays in English incase my parents found them and ridiculed me or punished me. So my performance went down. My teachers wrongly branded me lazy. I sometimes did not proof read my work because I would probably have tore it up and put it in the waste paper bin, if it gave away something too personal. When your parents threaten to throw you out unless you heed every single warning they say and abide by every rule they impose on you, there is no other choice than to not apply oneself, and do enough to pass and not shine
Or bring too much attention to oneself.
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Default Nov 29, 2020 at 02:47 PM
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The only reservation I have on opening the case against my old flame, is if it goes to court, I know there will be photographers in a small community as this, when the final verdict has been passed, because of the nature of the conviction.

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Default Nov 30, 2020 at 03:21 AM
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Back when I was in high school, I was afraid to write personal essays in English incase my parents found them and ridiculed me or punished me. So my performance went down. My teachers wrongly branded me lazy. I sometimes did not proof read my work because I would probably have tore it up and put it in the waste paper bin, if it gave away something too personal. When your parents threaten to throw you out unless you heed every single warning they say and abide by every rule they impose on you, there is no other choice than to not apply oneself, and do enough to pass and not shine
Or bring too much attention to oneself.
Your biological father
Made me watch every penny.
Had his eye on every
Pound I spent.
Once we were married,
He was abusive... verbally.
Then when he had
A stroke, he was unbearable.
You were better
Away from him back then.
Both of us were.

Most weeks my mum,
Would give my sibling
Their dinner money and
I would get less.
She would say:
Boys get more.
Ask your father.
Do you think
Money grows on tree's?
You are so ungrateful.

We inherit the sins of the father.
Now reap what you sow.
When I was young I knew my
Mum was telling the truth.
I'm not sure why
She did not tell
Me that he never
Came to the hospital
To see me being born.
Nobody wants to be left alone.

I could not stay
In a relationship with
Someone who made
Me feel alone and
Tried to isolate me
From my friends and family.
My old flame should have
Realised that I was
More acutely atuned
To knowing when someone
Was playing mind games
And I would not stand for it,
And not the other way around
Where I would accept and engage in them.
Actions have consequences.

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Default Nov 30, 2020 at 07:31 AM
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I have made up my mind.
If my friends and family,
Advise me that
I should rethink taking legal action,
It is back to plan B - a memoir or novel.
In the meantime I
Will be setting
Up an official blog and a website.

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Default Nov 30, 2020 at 07:31 AM
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