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Default Apr 24, 2024 at 05:16 PM
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I too do better on less medication. Now in the twilight years I’m on mono therapy for the bipolar, just latuda. But several for sleep issues. A combination of otc and prescription.

I slept great last night. I took an extra ambian but maybe I didn’t need it? The night was cold. Only 63 F when I went to bed. It was glorious. Maybe not square peg guys 40’s but cool enough for me. I loved it. I slept so well I had to rush to get ready for my hour drive to Rochester for my dental appointment. I’ve also quit the pain meds. Didn’t take any yesterday and I think it helped me sleep better too. But in my rushing about I didn’t get to reflect on my dreams so they were forgotten.

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Default Apr 24, 2024 at 11:58 PM
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But in my rushing about I didn’t get to reflect on my dreams so they were forgotten.
Isn't it weird how when you wake up, the dream you have just had seems so vivid, unique, and memorable, and then several hours later it is completely gone if you do not record it?!

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Default Apr 25, 2024 at 12:51 AM
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going to bed at 11PM tonight. tomorrow, the first meeting is at 8AM and I need to prep before it. So, must be up at 7.

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Default Apr 25, 2024 at 08:26 AM
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Isn't it weird how when you wake up, the dream you have just had seems so vivid, unique, and memorable, and then several hours later it is completely gone if you do not record it?!
Yes. They are so vivid and of such a wondrous quality it’s disappointing when they disappear.

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Default Apr 25, 2024 at 04:40 PM
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I had the weirdest experience.

I slept well, waking up twice to pee which is typical and going back to bed. Woke up, thinking it was for the whole day ahead, at about 6:45 AM. Was hungry so ate instead of doing dental hygiene. Then realized I still was sleepy so took a short nap, setting the alarm to 7:45AM to make it to my 8AM meeting virtually. TWoke up with the alarm but was tired, even though Oura registered a high score of 80 for sleep and even 88 for readiness, out of 100. I took Ritalin.

Was falling asleep during that meeting, and since I was only an optional invitee, excused myself and dropped off about after about 20 minutes. Took another nap and at 8:50 AM realized that the inside of my head was spinning, a side effect of Ritalin that I had experienced before once after taking a double dose. It was spinning so bad that attempts to get up from the bed were fruitless. It was getting to the point of my being a fall risk. I then sent a message saying that I would not be able to make it to my 9AM meeting and asked to record it for me. Also said that I would later share my updates planned for that meeting in messaging. And, fell asleep.

Woke up at 11:30 AM. Still dizzy. Waited until I was able to get up from the bed. Still somewhat dizzy but not a fall risk anymore.

Since then, I have been gradually getting back to normal and from now till the evening I will work to catch up with everything I missed at work.

This is very disappointing: Ritalin did not produce the desired effect and instead produced an adverse effect.

Somehow it is difficult to win this game.

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Default Apr 25, 2024 at 09:01 PM
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I've been getting at least 7 hours of CPAP time since my previous check in, usually 8 or more hours.

I have an appointment to pick up a new machine next week.

Some dreams stay with me all day or longer; they fade very gradually. I'm sure I don't remember most of them.

I'll be in bed by 10:15 tonight. We're expecting below freezing temps, and some windows are still open even now. (But I'll close them soon.) I'm looking forward to a nice deep sleep, although the waning gibbous moon might interfere.

I'm glad all of you are still posting, and I hope you have the RItalin figured out, TCJ!

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Default Apr 25, 2024 at 09:15 PM
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gibbous moon, another new term I have just learned! I look up how to pronounce it, too.

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Default Apr 25, 2024 at 09:33 PM
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Slept pretty good last night and had a good workout at the gym, so I should be getting sleepy soon. Stopping my morning meds has turned out to be the best thing so far - the daytime drowsiness has mostly disappeared. Glad to see everyone posting and keeping up with this thread. My dreams disappear as soon as I wake up, sometimes even as vivid as they are.

Tonight going to be at 11pm - the CPAP recorded 7 hours and 30 minutes of sleep last night.

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Default Apr 26, 2024 at 03:56 PM
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Today I am doing just fine on Ritalin. I took it in the morning on an empty stomach, waited for a long time (more than 45 mins) afterwards before having a latte, and am having a good day.

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Default Apr 27, 2024 at 01:08 AM
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Going to bed now, shortly after 11PM.

I had a good day after taking Ritalin on an empty stomach this morning. I worked productively and then I had two workouts.

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Default Apr 27, 2024 at 09:57 AM
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The night before last I was forced to shut my windows because it was raining. It got much too hot. And I couldn’t sleep. So last night despite the theat of more rain I cracked them open hoping that if it did rain the wind wouldn’t come in. I slept pretty well. Woke too early. Was dreaming of potatoes! Making hash browns.but curiously I’m not at all hungry.

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Default Apr 27, 2024 at 12:27 PM
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When I was a child, sleeping in my grandparents' country house when it was raining outside was a distinct pleasure. I thought that that was the best sleep.

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Default Apr 27, 2024 at 12:28 PM
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I had enough sleep, finally getting up a 9:30AM (but I had a period of time around 5AM when I had to eat because I was hungry and then I was messaging my friend in Germany for awhile). I won't need Ritalin today.

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Default Apr 27, 2024 at 09:11 PM
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Been sleeping around 6 hours per night - wonder if I am getting manic, a little worried, but I think I will be alright.

Hope to get a full 8 hours tonight - going to bed at 11pm.

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Default Apr 27, 2024 at 09:47 PM
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Yesterday (Friday) was a WFH (Work From Home) day for me, and I was so exhausted that I needed a nap afterward. Then I went to bed at about 7:30pm. I got up at 4:30am to pee and start the dishwasher. But then the cats started to prowl (thinking it was time for breakfast) so I spent about a half hour feeding them. Then I peed again and went back to bed and got up for good at 7:15am.

I could've done the same today (although it's not a work day), but I'm still awake. I'll try to be in bed by 11.

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Default Apr 28, 2024 at 08:18 PM
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Slept really horribly last night. Even with my CPAP machine, I kept seeing the little Zuni doll from Trilogy of Terror from Svengoolie last night. Even though he was cracking a lot of jokes about it, it still bothered me a lot. Slept maybe 4 hours and missed church and going to see my parents - felt awful.

Managed to salvage the day though and going to try to go to bed at 11pm.

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Default May 01, 2024 at 11:21 PM
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Two nights ago, horrible sleep. Just horrible.

Then yesterday I realized that my window in the bedroom was closed. Normally it is open round the clock, but I was WFH due to hurt foot, needed to do a Zoom meeting and closed all windows to block the noise from leafblowers outside. And then forgot to open the windows again.

Once I caught myself, I opened the window and last night almost slept through the night. It was amazing.

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Default May 04, 2024 at 02:58 PM
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I got my new CPAP machine yesterday and was fitted with a smaller mask.

This was the best mask fit I've ever had. When I started it up there were absolutely no leaks that I could feel. Yet this morning's report indicated leaks, and I felt just as tired as usual.

Anyway I've been getting to bed before 11pm (usually from 10:15 to 10:45) and getting up at around 6 to 6:30am. When I get home, I feel that I could collapse into bed and sleep for several hours. But I stay up to do cores and keep my wife some company.

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Default May 05, 2024 at 01:25 AM
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Had a really good day today. Going to bed at 11:30 PM having flossed, scraped my tongue and brushed. For me this is hopefully the beginning of a new good habit.

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Default May 06, 2024 at 08:57 PM
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I'm aiming for a 10:15 bedtime tonight.

I woke up at 3:30am today, and was very alert. But eventually I fell back asleep and finally got up at about 6.

If I awaken after 6 hours again tomorrow, I might get up -- maybe I need only 6 hours sleep if the apnea is well-controlled.

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