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Old Feb 23, 2010, 09:54 PM
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lately i have been really on edge, cutting myself everyday. i almost killed myself last week. (long story). but now everytime my friends try to help me i blow up and get mad. i feel like a jerk and get mad at myself. they try to help me then and i tell them not to i try to apologize and i know im hurting their feelings and i feel absolutely horirible.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony

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Old Feb 23, 2010, 11:25 PM
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d&d, you know you need help. You know it is not going to go away. You know it is not going to get better. You have a lot of people that want to help you. You are a valuable and important person; a VIP.

You say you cannot do anything about it. It takes a very strong person to accept he/she needs help. I wonder if you cannot do anything, or whether you will not do anything? Think of it as sacrificing a rook for a mate.

Please get help.
Thanks for this!
Sannah
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Old Feb 23, 2010, 11:31 PM
desperate&disturbed desperate&disturbed is offline
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d&d, you know you need help. You know it is not going to go away. You know it is not going to get better. You have a lot of people that want to help you. You are a valuable and important person; a VIP.

You say you cannot do anything about it. It takes a very strong person to accept he/she needs help. I wonder if you cannot do anything, or whether you will not do anything? Think of it as sacrificing a rook for a mate.

Please get help.
i really do need help. im scared to get it though, im actually really scared. thank you for saying these things, they really make me feel better about myself. and the rook sack might not be solid, there might be a way to get around mate and now everyone just sees you as down a rook. (love the chess analogy tho! )

i am trying to figure out what i am going to do, i am talking to my friend who wants me to talk to my coach. i want to but i am afraid he will think about me diferently.

thank you, those were very nice things you said and they really do help.
__________________
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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Old Feb 24, 2010, 01:06 PM
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Keep us posted D & D?
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