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Old Feb 17, 2010, 10:53 AM
LyDiaHate LyDiaHate is offline
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Last night i pulled out my own hair extentions.The pain was real bad But i carried out ripping it out and i was not crying i was laughing and then after i was crying real bad.

When i cry i think i look ugly so i wanted my whole body to be ugly i was even going to cut all my hair of.And cut my face real bad
I dont know whats happening to me and i think im losing it.
I feel like nobody can help me and i think i want to die.
I dont wanna be fake so ip ripped out my fake hair to look ugly

I wanna be normal.


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Old Feb 17, 2010, 10:57 AM
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Lydia, I'm sorry that you are in distress. I'm also sorry that you feel that you are ugly. Do you have a therapist?
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Old Feb 17, 2010, 10:59 AM
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Yeah i have a therapist but shes not helping me i dont feel anybody can help me .
I dont know waht is happening to me.
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Old Feb 17, 2010, 11:02 AM
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Do you tell your therapist what is going on with you?
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Old Feb 17, 2010, 03:24 PM
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Normal.... you said you wanted to be normal.. Do you know anyone who is normal, or do they just act that way?

We live in a society where we all claim to value individuality, the truth is we fear the individual, society pushes us to be "normal" to fit in, to be like everyone else.
How can any of us be "normal" when we don’t really know what normal is.

Please don’t give up on being YOU while you pursue an illusion of being normal
Thanks for this!
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Old Feb 18, 2010, 01:33 PM
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Lydia, how are you today?
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 09:25 PM
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Your hair still looks gawwjus : D
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Old Mar 02, 2010, 09:55 PM
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not to sound cliche but beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and normal is a myth. you are unique and beautiful in your own way.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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