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Old Mar 13, 2010, 11:02 PM
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i cut for the first time in weeks today. i don't get it. i didn't feel the need to. i just wanted to. i really wanted to hurt myself. i feel confused right now and i just don't get it. is there something wrong with me?
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony

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Old Mar 13, 2010, 11:34 PM
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I wish I knew what to tell you hun. I'm here for you though if you wanna talk. Hugs.
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Old Mar 13, 2010, 11:47 PM
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I wish I knew what to tell you hun. I'm here for you though if you wanna talk. Hugs.
thanks angie, i really apreciate it.
i think im just gonna try to forget about it, wear long sleeves so i don't think about it and try to go three week without SI again.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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Old Mar 13, 2010, 11:51 PM
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Your welcome hun. You can do it. I'm trying myself.

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thanks angie, i really apreciate it.
i think im just gonna try to forget about it, wear long sleeves so i don't think about it and try to go three week without SI again.
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Old Mar 13, 2010, 11:52 PM
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Darling, i am sorry and i hope you are feelings better. There is noting wrong with you Des, absolutely nothing. I hope you feel better and know i care about you and will always be here for you, no matter what
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Old Mar 14, 2010, 12:04 AM
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thank you so much. i can't tell you how much reading that helps me.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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Old Mar 14, 2010, 09:28 AM
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D & D, something caused you to want to punish yourself. Do you understand what happened? I can't remember if you are in therapy or not, sorry. A therapist would be really helpful.
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