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Apr 21, 2010, 08:59 PM
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Steel and Pain are my only friends.
But Steel lies, not only lies but does it so well. The sharp edge cutting deeply freeing my life force, my blood to see it flow out of me is so liberating, but it is such a cruel lie. But it’s a lie that I crave even though I know the truth. Pain, my oldest and dearest friend, has so many faces, is always there to surprise you when you least expect it. And when I get too lonely I can always find pain in on form or another to keep me company. In comes disguised as your "friends" your "family" pain is the only one I can count on to be there for me in a time of crisis, when I’m falling spiraling out of control, pain gives me direction, always further into the pit, But at least I know were I’m heading, I have a bit of control. I guess a bit is better than non. Steel and Pain, not the best friends to have, but at least you know they will never let you down.
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Apr 22, 2010, 12:42 AM
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They won't let you down...
But they will bring you down... I'm sorry you're having a rough time this week! Be strong...you have friends here! Your pain may deceive you but as your friend I never will! 
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 ~Like a Butterfly, one day I'll break out of myself and fly freely.
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