[Ryan]

but I'm about to go postal on myself. I'm just frustrated. I'm angry... pissed off at the world... ready to flip... someone spit out those distractions at me that I've offered up before cause I cain't see 'em right now.

[ickydog2006]

What happened? (((((((((Ryan))))))))))) I hope you feel better soon. Get on the net, and stay on, that has been my best tool

[(JD)]

PUT on the tv, clean your house, call a friend, ask for help at PC, um um write in your journal, punch a pillow?, delay, delay , delay. Do you have someone to call? Don't drink coffee, alcohol or take too much med.

I'm going to try and find your thread from before... bear with me

[Ryan]

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PUT on the tv, clean your house, call a friend, ask for help at PC, um um write in your journal, punch a pillow?, delay, delay , delay. Do you have someone to call? Don't drink coffee, alcohol or take too much med.

I'm going to try and find your thread from before... bear with me

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Which thread?

[(JD)]

here's some stuff:
Alternatives



1. Listen to music/relaxation tapes
2. Repetitive reality checking (It's January 10, 2002 and I'm going to be ok)
3. Negotiate with yourself
4. Get to know others
5. Recognize and acknowledge the choices you have NOW
6. Offer options
7. Create and use mental safe places (beach, cabin in the woods, peaceful mountain)
8. Get out on your own, get away from the stress
9. Help someone around you
10. Pay attention to the changes needed to make you feel safe
11. Count yourself down (10...9...8...7...)
12. Take a different perspective
13. "I'm aware" Repeat 5 things you see, smell, touch, taste in your present surroundings to help ground you in the present
14. Pay attention to your breathing (breath slowly, in through your nose and out through your mouth)
15. Pay attention to the rhythmic motions of your body (walking, stretching, etc.)
16. Move to music
17. ASK FOR HELP
18. Ask yourself inside, what YOU need
19. Make affirmation tapes inside you that are good, kind, gentle (Sometimes you can do this by writing down the negative thoughts and then physically re-writing them into positive messages)
20. Journal
21. Touch something familiar/safe
22. Draw
23. Put your feet firmly on the floor
24. Make something (craft, needlework, etc.)
25. Accept a gift from a friend
26. Meditate
27. Make a phone list of people you can call for support. Allow yourself to use it
28. Learn HALT signals (hungry, angry, lonely, tired)
29. Identify what is causing you pain (other than food)
30. Accept where you are in the process. Beating yourself up, only makes it worse.
31. Do something FUN!!!
32. Take a break from mental processing
33. Take a shower
34. Honor your present anger
35. Give yourself permission to.... (Keep it safe)
36. Lose the "should-could-have to" words. Try... "What if"
37. Choose your way of thinking, try to resist following old thinking patterns
38. Put memories in air tight containers with air tight lids
39. Notice black and white thinking look for grey
40. Connect with others around you. Call a therapist or friend.
41. Notice "choices" versus "dilemmas"
42. Keep in touch with others who are fighting the same fight
43. Check in with yourself and others frequently (try not to isolate)
44. Make yourself as comfortable as possible (Without using food)
45. Take a bath or a shower
46. Color in coloring books
47. Hold a stuffed animal
48. Write a poem
49. Leave the room
50. Write a letter, NOT mailed, to the person or problem upsetting you.
Dear Problem,
51. Play a musical instrument
52. Plan regular activities for your most difficult time of day
53. Call a hotline or support group
54. Listen to a comedy tape or video
55. Reality check old messages (Those you supply and those you hear others tell you)
56. Clean your room
57. Pull weeds in a garden
58. Plant flowers

When the urge to injure hits, we are often easily overwhelmed. This is not the best time to try and remember what your healthy alternatives are. If they are already written out and on hand, all you have to do is read down the list until you find something safe and helpful.

[(JD)]

Now they're written out for you! (copied from the healing house la)

[(JD)]

You might need a flashlight if you go pulling weeds or planting flowers though, ((((RYAN)))))

[ickydog2006]

Very impressive Sky

[Miss_A]

{{{{{{{{{{{Ryan}}}}}}}}}}

None of this is your fault please don't take this out on yourself. You have the right to be pissed off with the world. Though I feel like sometimes we should understand eachother before we make judgements. Good disractions sky going to try every single one on the list!

[wisewoman]

Hey Ryan, better late then never huh? Put that anger out there and cuss and swear and knock stuff around. Life is not a fair game. you are entitled to your anger. Just don't direct it inward. I am sorry that it is so hard right now. Sky's list is great, need to remember to print it off.