[paintingravens]

Not so much cuts as they are merely a few cat scratches, hardly any blood at all, but in the shape of a heart. I don't know, it just came kind of impulsively, the image did... like, at the bottom right corner of my left palm, square inch design, maybe? And I don't want to stop. I want to keep feeling the blade slicing skin beneath my fingers. I want some blood. Not necessarily a waterfall, mind you, but I want at least a slight blood flow. ****, it's my body and I'll do with it whatever the **** I want to. If I want to feel that painful rush, I'll do it, if only to feel more alive. In the words of Ralph Waldo Emerson, "All life is an experiment. The more experiments the better." Guess I might as well, then. I'm not really doing anything worthwhile right now, am I? Just busy being useless. **** it.

[Sannah]

What's really going on PR?

[fallenrose]

very descriptive i know how u feel though i recently did designs on my stomach x's and loads of scratchs wishing 2do more damage. But i stopped its not worth it. It makes everything so much worse u cant explain it to people when they ask its uncomfortable situation all the way around. If u need to talk pm. Im hoping to connect with pple who understand and need friends.

[everyrose]

well, me and you sure share a favorite "art work," hearts.. I have 3 myself. I tell you, once you start its hard to stop. I wouldnt go any further then you have.. Once you try it you wana go deeper and further in. Just talking about it makes me want it. So, just stop while your ahead.. My path out of my carving(you call it art i call it carving) is dark and seems hopeless.. Dont put yourself on that kind of path..
if you wana talk about it, you can.
it helps.
love,
Everyrose..