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Old Feb 13, 2011, 09:02 PM
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Hey.

So, today my mother was again talking **** about my OCD and stuff. Like she ****ing knows what is it like to have it. I ****ing hate myself. I wanted to just die there. It was so ****ing humiliating. It made me want to cut so bad. Just wanted to rant. Sorry.

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Old Feb 13, 2011, 09:21 PM
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I'm so sorry. Do you live with your mother?
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Old Feb 13, 2011, 11:13 PM
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Vent here... It really does help. Just keep on going... you can do it.
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Old Feb 20, 2011, 04:25 AM
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Hey. Thanks for the responses. Yes, I live with my mother. I still haven't done it, but ****, I want to so bad. The urges are certainly harder to fight when you know very well you really have no reason to not cut.
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Old Feb 20, 2011, 03:48 PM
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Can you make up a list of reasons NOT to cut? There have got to be a couple. One of them is, that cutting only really seems to make you feel better in the short term. In the long term, it makes you feel worse because then you're dealing with infections, scars and possible hospitalizations or hospital visits.

I'm sorry your mother isn't understanding your situation. That sucks Do you have anyone else you can talk to?
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 09:34 AM
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Are you in therapy?
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Old Feb 23, 2011, 04:39 AM
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Hey.

Well, no, I really can't make a list of reasons not to cut. Well, I don't know about long term/short term stuff, the thing that matters is that by cutting I'm hurting and punishing and defacing myself which is what I want to do.

No, I don't have anyone I can talk to.

No, I'm not in therapy.
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Old Feb 23, 2011, 09:52 AM
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Is therapy an option?
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Old Feb 23, 2011, 10:24 PM
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Is therapy an option?
Not really.
Thanks for this!
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