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Old Mar 01, 2011, 11:03 AM
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I cut today...back to day one

Why do I even try?
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Old Mar 01, 2011, 11:10 AM
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I cut today...back to day one

Why do I even try?

I don't think you failed, life has its ups and downs but we just have to try to live the best we can.
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Old Mar 01, 2011, 11:44 AM
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You messed up. Join the club. We can throw a pity party, or we can get back up and try again. Why do you try? Because deep down I think you know you deserve better than SI and you want to beat it. When you try, failing is always a risk. But if you can use each failure to make you stronger by learning how to start over again, you can win. Keep trying!
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything.

I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain.

I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart .
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Old Mar 01, 2011, 03:30 PM
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Each time that you don't SI is success. Very few, if anyone recovers without slip ups here and there. You are moving forward CSC and this is what counts.
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Old Mar 02, 2011, 04:32 AM
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Day one, again. I just hate that number...once I get back to the double digits, maybe I'll feel better?
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Old Mar 02, 2011, 04:52 AM
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Failed!

You've got courage!
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Old Mar 02, 2011, 09:16 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

I'm an ISFJ
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Old Mar 03, 2011, 06:11 AM
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I never should have started again. It reminded me of how much I miss it. I am so ashamed. I started obsessing about it...what is wrong with me?
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Old Mar 03, 2011, 09:10 AM
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I never should have started again. It reminded me of how much I miss it. I am so ashamed. I started obsessing about it...what is wrong with me?
You're just going through alot of stress, but I think that SIing yourself isn't the best way to relieve it.

Nothing is wrong with you, I know how it feels.

Just know I'm thinking of you
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Old Mar 03, 2011, 01:58 PM
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Many here can understand how and why you would miss it. Keep working as you have been doing, to get better........
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

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Old Mar 05, 2011, 01:40 AM
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tomorrow will have to be day one again
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Old Mar 05, 2011, 04:09 AM
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Don't worry you aren't too far behind me after a month of no SI I am just over a week now. Don't be too hard on yourself, we all slip, and we dust ourselves off, get back up and try again. You can do this. I believe in you. You have my support, we can do this CSC!!
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 04:10 AM
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I think I'll need a lot of day ones until this therapy crap is done
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 06:25 AM
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Thanks for this!
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Old Mar 07, 2011, 10:38 AM
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I would focus on getting better in therapy rather than feeling bad about SI. Are you understanding what is triggering the SI?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

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Old Mar 07, 2011, 01:33 PM
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I would focus on getting better in therapy rather than feeling bad about SI. Are you understanding what is triggering the SI?
memories...I just want to get them out
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