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Post Jun 09, 2011 at 11:18 PM
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Don't always do it, but it takes a load of control not too.....

It's sad that I LOVE the feeling That I LOVE seeing the result.

Pathetic.
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Default Jun 10, 2011 at 04:46 AM
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not pathetic, just messed up. But its best not to do it. One day you may find your self hating the result and the reminders.
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Default Jun 10, 2011 at 03:27 PM
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Part of the problem is that I DON'T think it's wrong.

Why is it frowned upon what I do to my body?
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Default Jun 11, 2011 at 04:22 AM
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hmmm. This is a tough one. It all depends i suppose what motivations you have for doing it. There is a degree of risk to physical health in some cases, through blood loss or infections.
And the basic instincts of the pain response.
But it is your body .
Im not saying i frown upon it, its more that it saddens me.
i wouldnt be one to judge , ive been there done that many times.
But i was never happy doing it, it gave me no pleasure.
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Default Jun 11, 2011 at 10:16 PM
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I think about it a lot too. Its hard not to. I don't think you're pathetic.
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Default Jun 12, 2011 at 04:12 AM
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Oh.my.god such relief!
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Default Jun 13, 2011 at 01:30 PM
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The healthier thing to do is to learn how to deal with your feelings and then you won't need to SI.

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Default Jun 13, 2011 at 05:42 PM
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Don't always do it, but it takes a load of control not too.....

It's sad that I LOVE the feeling That I LOVE seeing the result.

Pathetic.
flooded it isnt pathetic at all.i totally understand this need.with everything i am going through i have been good but i totally understand the constantly thinking about it .are you able to talk to your T about how you think about it so much.it might help if you can figure out why it is on your mind so much.please stay safe and keep strong ok

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Default Jun 13, 2011 at 09:40 PM
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Today as I was driving down a back road, a huge semi-trailer pulled in front of me and I actually slammed on the brakes. I could have died.

I didn't because I was thinking about my son's 6th birthday this Thursday and it would be so very wrong to bury your mum around your birthday - like I did.
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Default Jun 13, 2011 at 09:47 PM
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((((((((Flooded)))))))))) I'm glad you're ok. It's not pathetic. It's many things to many different people, but pathetic is not one of them.

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Default Jun 13, 2011 at 10:35 PM
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I think about it a lot too. Its hard not to. I don't think you're pathetic.
I am the same way.
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