[ImUnsure]

I feel such a great urge to cut myself. It seems to build and build as the days pass. I have only been out of hospital for a week and a half and already im going back down hill. I cant handle all these mixed emotions, im struggling to even handle staying alive right now. My arms are so scared from previous cuts including new ones from two days ago. I feel so alone and isolated and feel non of the support in place even care to help. I really dont think i can hold this off. Im scared of what will come next if i do cut myself as i also feel so suicidal. I just dont know what to do....