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Old Feb 03, 2012, 10:19 PM
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I have been doing pretty well with my cutting until today. I screwed up and carved the word "hate" into my wrist. This is not going to be an encouraging scar.
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Old Feb 03, 2012, 11:27 PM
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What triggered it, if you don't mind me asking.
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Old Feb 04, 2012, 04:21 AM
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So sorry honey At least like me you didn't carve someones name *rolls eyes* We're all here for you
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Old Feb 04, 2012, 07:48 AM
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I was just really depressed, and thinking about how much I hated myself...
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Old Feb 04, 2012, 09:51 AM
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Sorry you are struggling so much now. I know the feelings of being depressed and hating yourself...I am struggling with that as well cutting more. Hope you feel better soon!
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Old Feb 04, 2012, 10:20 AM
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Thanks... I am so p*ssed at myself now, im back to wearing long sleeves and 2 million bracelets for a couple weeks now.
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Truth ain't gonna change the way you lie
Youth ain't gonna change the way you die
-Foo Fighters
•••••••••••••
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not
The reason you don't see the sun anymore
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Old Feb 04, 2012, 10:34 AM
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I hope you know that you really aren't a freak even if you feel like it sometimes ... It's sad that so many of us resort to Self-Injury to cope with intense feelings we don't know what to do with otherwise ... I'm hoping it gets better for you ... This isn't a fun space to be in ... Not at all ...

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Old Feb 06, 2012, 08:46 AM
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<trigger alert>
Usually when I feel that cutting isn't enough, I grab hand sanitizer or rubbing alcohol and just dump it all over my new scars.....I'm soooooooo hopeless.
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Old Feb 06, 2012, 12:05 PM
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I hope that you talk to your T about hating yourself.
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