[Catherine]

through the darkness, i wander,
alone, desperate and confused,
where do i go?
who do i turn to?
My knife's edge is sharp
i must not,
so again i do the list that keeps me 'safe'
will i ever be safe?

[greenfairy]

hey there
just wanted to say its good you go through the list and try to keep yourself safe. wish i had your strength. been drinking like a fish trying to numb the pain. cant sit still or be in the house. . .ever wandering looking for trouble.
stay strong. youre not alone.

[PlanningtoLive]

Try not to cut.......keep going thru that list. That's what I'm doing too. I know it's hard to stay safe, and sometimes you really wonder, but hang in there and talk to us.

Mary Alice

[Catherine]

I have a box, in my heart,
I put things in and lock it tight,
things get so jumbled, past, present and future,
i bleed to know that they will stay there
where do i start, to unravel the secrets in my heart.

[Lexicon78]

Please utilize your list, your MH resources, and the internet for support.

Keep yourself busy until you can no longer keep your eyes open!

Hang in there.