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Member Since Dec 2003
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Dec 16, 2003 at 12:36 AM
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Ok, so I tried not to come back here, but I did. Pathetic. I did call my therapist, she can't see me until Jan. I supposed to have an appointment with her this morning, but I forgot about it, and therefore missed it. Which sucked, because I really needed to see her. Still haven't cut, yet. Again my scissors are right there, calling me to cut. I really want to, and nothing else is comforting me. Oh well, I'm gonna go now.
__________________ [b] These wounds won't seem to heal...this pain is just too real..there's just too much that time cannot erase....[b] |
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Poohbah
Member Since Mar 2002
Location: Washington, USA
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Dec 17, 2003 at 12:28 PM
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It isn't pathetic that you are reaching out in your time of desperate need. I am glad you posted again because I know just how helpful this place can be. There are times when I leave for an extended period because I am doing inner work that needs my full focus but I always come back because I know this is a place where people understand and the people are willing to put themselves on the line, risking being triggered just to make sure that I get the help I need whether that is a pat on the back or a kick in the backside. Try not to look at seeking help and comfort and a place to vent as pathetic. It is taking a step in the care of yourself.
Carrie To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one's been crueler then I've been to me. I am sorry to myself, my apologies begin here before everybody else. I am sorry to myself, for treating me worse then I would anybody else. --Alanis Moresette |
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