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Oct 02, 2012, 08:55 AM
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I really want to cut today! I'm not depressed or sad. Why do I still want to cut? I had a dream about it seen my arms all sliced up and it is appealing to me. I haven't don't it since I tried yesterday blade to dull. It's been a while I can't figure out why I want to go back to it. Any advice?
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Oct 02, 2012, 10:07 AM
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Maybe you just want that endorphin boost? Do you have a therapist?
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Oct 02, 2012, 10:52 AM
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Im not sure I gave in unfortunately but I felt better afterward. I was really wound out and agitated. maybe it was the endorphin boost Im not 100% sure. I do have a therapist I was suppose to see today but that got canceled and moved to friday lame. I dig your signature btw.
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Oct 02, 2012, 11:00 AM
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If you were wound up and agitated that could certainly be why you wanted to SI. I'm glad that you have a therapist. Are you having some productive sessions? Thanks (about my signature).
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#5
Oct 02, 2012, 02:25 PM
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I am having some good sessions but seeing her again cant come soon enough, I have some things going on I hope she can help me with.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#6
Oct 03, 2012, 09:28 AM
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Well update I cut again today I dont really know why I am doing this again I guess for the excitment as my life is uber boring
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Oct 03, 2012, 09:30 AM
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You will share this with T next session?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Oct 03, 2012, 10:55 AM
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Yes I will indeed maur figure this thing out I'm gonna try to stop today and tomorrow and so on like I did before one day at a time.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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