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Old Oct 20, 2012, 07:08 PM
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cutting is all i can think of. it's in my head all the time. ity's alays there. and not just small cuts, no scratches, no bandaids. really bad.

i have razor blades. i'm tring to resist. i know when i give in it will be bad. very bad. it's so hard to resist. and it's getting harder every day.

i don' twant to resist anymore. i need tod o it. i need dto feel it. i need to see it.
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Old Oct 20, 2012, 07:25 PM
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You don't need to do it. You can continue to hold off. What has helped you to keep distracted and stop the urges from taking over so far?
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Old Oct 20, 2012, 09:27 PM
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You don't need to do it. You can continue to hold off. What has helped you to keep distracted and stop the urges from taking over so far?
i know if i give in it's going to get really ugly, definitely a trip to the ER, and another M1 highly likely. don' twant that.
and now i'm about to start a new job. i have to taek care of my fami;ly. i can't lose that job.

i just really don't want to fight it anymore. just doing it sounds so good.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
Hugs from:
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Old Oct 21, 2012, 04:07 PM
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feeling worse and worse. don't think i'll be able to fight it much longer.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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Old Oct 21, 2012, 10:43 PM
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry

Last edited by whenwillitend; Oct 21, 2012 at 11:54 PM. Reason: doesn't matter
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Old Oct 22, 2012, 10:44 PM
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Oh no, I just saw this! I think I wrote on your profile a couple days ago, but how are you feeling today? I can listen to you if you need to talk. This will pass and you are so much stronger than you realize. Don't give in. Distract yourself and focus on the things that matter to you + give you purpose. I am here for you.
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Old Oct 26, 2012, 01:51 PM
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How are you doing WWIE?
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