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Default Jul 19, 2006 at 01:37 PM
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Is it possible that i was once that little girl running around with all of her new friends on the first day of school? Is it possible that I was once that pre-teen getting good grades and had a future? Is it possible that I was once that teenager who could smile so easy?
I ask myself these questions as I think about how the last couple of years have changed me. As I sit here on my bedroom floor with a razor blade, waiting for myself to shut down, but i cant go through it again. So I think back to all my happy memories and ask where did it all go. I was so inocent, then, I never knew I would be hurting so badly now. I want to go back to those days and fix every wrong doing...............But I know it's not possible.
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((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))

I understand how YOU are feeling, for I was once there before.... any one that has been greatly wounded / destroyed by another will wish for those brighter days of happiness, joy and love.

Would YOU like to share some of what went wrong.... I am listening.

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Default Jul 19, 2006 at 08:41 PM
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Yes it is possible. For I have been there also. I often look back and wonder where did that girl go? What happened to her? She was happy, she smiled, she had fun... I don't know where she went. I often wonder if I will ever find her.

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Default Jul 20, 2006 at 12:34 AM
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That little girl is still there, inside of you. She has been hurt and she has gone into hiding. If you can still remember her, maybe you can take her hand, comfort her, and help her to feel safe and protected enough to appear again.

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