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Old Feb 27, 2013, 02:40 AM
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Ativan,
To get away with feelings, but I'm not alive and coherent
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Old Feb 27, 2013, 02:55 AM
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I have sometimes put myself to sleep with meds because of painful feelings.

I do hope you are okay. You said you od'd. I am concerned about you.

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Old Feb 27, 2013, 04:28 AM
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I've been doing throughout the day. Until the sedation became to bad and I had to ask my boss to let me go home early. I crash into door frames and cupboards...
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Old Feb 27, 2013, 09:03 AM
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Your T left no back up T for you?
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Old Feb 27, 2013, 11:44 AM
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Do you have someone you can talk to about how you are feeling?
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Old Feb 27, 2013, 12:04 PM
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I'm worried sugahorse. I didn't realise you were having such a rough time. Please seek help!
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Old Feb 27, 2013, 04:51 PM
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Sounds like you are not getting a lot of support in your therapy.

You deserve much better.

I hope you have not hurt yourself too badly.

I was on a new med once and I fell down in the hallway. That was scary.

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Old Feb 27, 2013, 07:57 PM
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i was drinking alot because of the noise in my house.
I'm in alot of pain.
i need more beer *sigh*
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Old Feb 27, 2013, 11:31 PM
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My T is back in 4 April. I could phone my pdoc and he'd probably stick me back into hospital.
It's just everything coming to a head and my bf not helping me, but rather getting upset with me and threatening to leave me cause he doesn't date druggies. That hurt.
Then he threatened to tell my parents. They don't even know about my dx let alone the meds. It would be too much for them to handle anyway.
I'm going to try not take any Ativan today
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 06:46 AM
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I have made a concerted effort not to take the Ativan, and haven't for 2 days. I can still feel the sedating effects. Some days I wonder why I just didn't take the whole lot
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Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified

Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 10:43 AM
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proud of you sugahorse. keep hanging in there.
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