[broken_girl123]

im so angry at myself for so many things. i feel like everything is my fault. i started cutting because i feel like i deserve the pain. i feel as if i should be punished. im angry at so many different people but i feel like everything that happened between all those people is my fault. i feel like i deserve to bleed...

[Gr3tta]

I can relate to this.
One reason I started hurting myself as a child was in the hopes that I could get everyone else to stop hurting me by agreeing to do the hurting myself.
It didn't work. I'm just saying I think I understand the feeling.

[broken_girl123]

Originally Posted by Gr3tta

I can relate to this.
One reason I started hurting myself as a child was in the hopes that I could get everyone else to stop hurting me by agreeing to do the hurting myself.
It didn't work. I'm just saying I think I understand the feeling.

thats the exact feeling i have. im so scared of being hurt, even physically, so i just do it myself. i figure that if im doing it, when someone else does it, it wont hurt as bad.