[dreamer62604]

Pretty hate machine...that's all I am...basically...ugh

[b] I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid, I used to be somebody, I used to have something inside now it's just this hole that's open wide, I used to want it all, I'll cross my heart I'll hope to die, but the needle's already in my eye, I don't even know why, what I used to think was me is just a fading memory....--NIN [b]

[Rapunzel]

{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}

You are feeling bad now, but you really are a neat person. I've chatted with you enough to see that you are intelligent and that you love your mother very much. You'll make it through this okay. The world is a better place because you are in it. It truly is.

[dreamer62604]

Thanks a lot rapunzel. my brain knows all these things, but somehow i can't make my emotions know them. my emotions, and my brain don't coincide. it's like i know things, and i can't tell myself that i knowt them. i logically know that i should be happy, but i'm not....i logically know that i am a good person, but something keeps telling me that i am not and that i will fail....i don't know if this makes sense...anyway, on to the fun homework!

[b] I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid, I used to be somebody, I used to have something inside now it's just this hole that's open wide, I used to want it all, I'll cross my heart I'll hope to die, but the needle's already in my eye, I don't even know why, what I used to think was me is just a fading memory....--NIN [b]