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Shooting Star
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Feb 25, 2014 at 05:07 PM
#382
I just want to cut like crazy. But I'm holding back. Well, I'm trying my hardest. Don't know how long it will last as it's building up inside of me.
__________________ "Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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Poohbah
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Feb 25, 2014 at 05:08 PM
#383
Take a freezing cold shower Starstrike? Might help ease the urge a little x
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Shooting Star
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Feb 25, 2014 at 05:14 PM
#384
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Poohbah
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Feb 25, 2014 at 05:23 PM
#385
I hope you manage to find a way to prevent it, if only for tonight xx
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ ~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ~Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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Location: Pennsylvania, USA
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Feb 26, 2014 at 07:23 AM
#386
I SI'ed yesterday and I'm really disappointed in myself.
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Location: England.
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Feb 27, 2014 at 05:52 PM
#387
I was clean for months. Months. Then the other day, I did it. And the day or so after, I did it again. I liked it.
And today, I'm clean. But I can only guarantee today. __________________ I hear that song but something is wrong,
my mind’s a million miles away, oh, everybody’s going to the floor, maybe I don’t want to dance anymore, don’t want to dance anymore, how can you dance the pain away? <3 |
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Location: Nampa, ID, USA
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Mar 05, 2014 at 01:18 PM
#388
I can't manage to stay clean to save my life! The longest that I recall staying clean in the 7 years that I've been doing this is (I think) 2 days. I really want to do it right now, but since I'm in school, I can't necessarily do that...
I have something on me to do it with, but I can't do anything, since I'm surrounded on all sides by people... I want to stay strong, but I'm not exactly sure if I can do it....... __________________ Diagnosed with: Asperger's Syndrome (high spectrum) Panic Disorder Non-purging type Bulimia Nervosa “I don't need the perfect one. I just need somebody to make me feel like the only one” -Zayn Malik ~Malixer112
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Shooting Star
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Mar 05, 2014 at 08:03 PM
#389
I tried to isolate myself in my bed room. But... I managed to use the sharp corner of my computer table to SI. Why can't I keep myself safe? Why am I drawn to sharp objects?
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Mar 08, 2014 at 01:04 AM
#390
One day free from SH.
 Yay! It's been a tough fight against the urge, which happened yesterday and today too.
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Mar 08, 2014 at 02:36 AM
#391
After a few weeks (or was it months), it tripped me up again. Feels like it is going to be inevitable again this weekend and l am resigned to it. Have no motivation to not to want to, so l can't get my head to consider alternatives.
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Mar 09, 2014 at 04:20 PM
#392
Couple of days ago I relapsed, after a couple of months without cutting. Disappointed in myself.
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Shooting Star
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Mar 09, 2014 at 04:27 PM
#393
It seems like I can turn anything into a weapon and use it against myself. I discovered that early in the morning when I used a comb to SI.
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Mar 09, 2014 at 07:07 PM
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7 cuts in 3 different sections from yesterday night. First time in more that 6 years? Way to go keeprolling. Back to zero =_=
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Mar 10, 2014 at 08:23 AM
#395
It's been a few months but tonight I really want to do it. No one is home, I'm getting kind of excited thinking about it. I'm still trying to talk myself out of it though.
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Mar 10, 2014 at 07:20 PM
#396
Everyone is excited about how we're starting to get Spring weather, except me, because I've added some scars over the Winter that will be visible in short sleeves. Not sure what I'm going to do.
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Shooting Star
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Mar 11, 2014 at 06:37 AM
#397
SI is keeping me from SUI right now... So I don't care if I'm giving up on quitting. I'm not safe anymore.
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Location: Michigan
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Mar 11, 2014 at 06:51 AM
#398
Last night was hard and I gave in I went all out on my left arm 😔
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