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Oct 24, 2013 at 09:21 PM
#81
The urges are getting worse and worse as each day goes by. Haven't done any cutting for awhile though. I am just going through too much stress in my life. And next year will be a lot worse for my family.
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Oct 24, 2013 at 11:48 PM
#82
I am FINALLY back to work after a three week leave. And it has done wonders for my urges already. Keeping busy helps. What a relief to go to bed and look forward to something...
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Oct 25, 2013 at 09:48 PM
#83
I'm so stupid, I deserve this. I have to do this too myself. I'm so stupid. I'm such an idiot. Nobody cares. I'm so stupid. God just kill me.
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Oct 25, 2013 at 10:32 PM
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Oct 26, 2013 at 03:22 AM
#85
Haven't si'd since the 24th. Still getting terrible urges but the 21st - 23th were the absolute worst. I completely lost it and just covered both of my legs and one arm.. I hate myself so much for doing that. And honestly, I think part of the reason why i si'd so much is because it's almost winter. It's easier to cover up.
i need help. my parents know i'm depressed but they don't know how horrendously scarred my skin is. they know i used to si but i'm too afraid to tell them i never actually stopped. i'm just so mad at myself for continuously doing this. __________________ i wrote the gospel on giving up |
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Oct 26, 2013 at 07:18 PM
#86
Some urges earlier, I slept through them. Probably not the best coping strategy but at least it worked.
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Oct 27, 2013 at 06:43 AM
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I use sleep as well sometimes. Don't knock it if it works
 
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Oct 27, 2013 at 08:55 AM
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usual series of cuts and urges here.
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Oct 29, 2013 at 06:57 AM
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No urges lately
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Oct 29, 2013 at 07:07 PM
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 didn't give in though
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Oct 29, 2013 at 07:52 PM
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Well done on not giving in Blue_Bird.
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Oct 31, 2013 at 12:05 AM
#92
Some major urges due to overwhelming anxiety
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Oct 31, 2013 at 12:25 AM
#93
Hang in there. The urges will pass. Is there anything you can do to remove the stressful situation or any relaxation/distraction techniques you can use?
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Oct 31, 2013 at 12:50 AM
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Sometimes I just need to be reminded of my own coping skills.
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Oct 31, 2013 at 03:43 AM
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Struggling right now, again. Nearly gave in last night. Somehow managed not to! But I'm feeling worse now. Again. I hate this
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Oct 31, 2013 at 10:10 AM
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Last night self injured pretty bad, my T almost called 911 on me. Pretty scary.
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Nov 01, 2013 at 12:00 AM
#97
Had the urges today, but resisted. Hopefully I can keep resisting.
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Nov 01, 2013 at 12:40 AM
#98
Not really any note-worthy urges, today, so far, so that's something.
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Nov 02, 2013 at 09:21 PM
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Feeling pretty hopeless and I have been drinking. I self-harmed earlier today. I just feel like there is no point if I'm going to have to live with these scars. But I have a therapy appt on Wednesday and I've started two new meds, so I'm going to continue on to that.
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Nov 02, 2013 at 11:18 PM
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No urges thanks to hypomania, now to hoping I don't crash
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