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Trig Oct 10, 2013 at 06:02 PM
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I thought since other forums have this, this could be a place to check in how you're doing each day as far as urges go and how you're dealing with them. Today I've been doing alright, no urges. I think I got it out of my system the other night. Oh well, I'm still going to try to stop this behavior.

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Default Oct 10, 2013 at 07:55 PM
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I like =]

Only had thoughts about it twice and urges once. But haven't actually done it for at least a week, so i'm getting better at managing the urges responsibly - I think.

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Default Oct 10, 2013 at 08:38 PM
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I have had urges. But I am too physically exhausted to do anything about it.

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Default Oct 10, 2013 at 09:44 PM
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I'm heading up (possibly into hypomania) and my urges haven't shown up for a while now. I was scratching at my wrist with a pin a couple weeks ago but I have not done that since then so it's been a while

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Default Oct 11, 2013 at 12:35 AM
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Terrible thoughts today. Can't make them stop. Luckily, I'm not at home, so I can't act on them. I think I'm spiraling doooooown again. I hate this. Freaking A.

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Default Oct 11, 2013 at 11:07 AM
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i did self harm this afternoon while watching ground hog day

well... no one told me their was a suicide sceen in it!

and to make it worse, my sister walked in while i was doing it- and asked me.. why have you got that blade against your skin?

i'm like to her.... uh.... i havon't. it's a toy knife

not quite sure she fell for it though
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Default Oct 11, 2013 at 11:11 AM
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a few hundred more cuts (very shallow, not deep)........ just a few minutes ago.

Not even really a "reason". It had just been two days, so it was time.
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Default Oct 11, 2013 at 06:31 PM
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Having some strong urges tonight, some things going on in my life are stressing me out so much. I'll try to use one of my coping skills to deal with it, hopefully it works.

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Default Oct 12, 2013 at 04:36 AM
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not done it yet.

though it is still early in the morning (35 minits past 10)
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Default Oct 12, 2013 at 04:24 PM
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i managed today without doing it.

yayyyy

it's a big thing for me!
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Default Oct 12, 2013 at 10:54 PM
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That's fantastic Shattered Sanity. Well done
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Default Oct 12, 2013 at 11:42 PM
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I want nothing more than to self harm in any way possible but my fingers feel numb and I feel ill so I am failing to see the point.

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Default Oct 13, 2013 at 12:33 AM
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Hang in there Teen Idle. I'm sorry to hear you are feeling like this but it will pass. The urges will pass.
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Default Oct 13, 2013 at 02:56 AM
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Self harmed in a worse fashion that I usually do last night. Won't mention it, as I don't want to give ideas. It.. definitely had the effect I thought it would. I'm still regretting it today. But it gave me a strange kind of realization at the same time. Funny how life works.

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No urges today! First time in a long time, starting to finally feel stable. Hopefully this lasts

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Default Oct 13, 2013 at 03:42 AM
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Did out for the first time more out of curiosity than anything a else but want to do it again now
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Did out for the first time more out of curiosity than anything a else but want to do it again now
Don't get sucked in because it takes hold of you and controls you, be strong.
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Default Oct 13, 2013 at 06:18 AM
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have a few new cuts on my left wrist which i made this morning.

now stopped while i'm posting on here
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Default Oct 13, 2013 at 02:27 PM
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i did even more this afternoon...

felt good
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Did it again why? Why?
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