[Abby]

I feel like a useless piece of dirt. But I'm not.

I want to cut but I really, really don't.

What I want is to feel in control of my moods. I miss so much from being unable to interact easily due to the depression. I'm sick of missing good things in life.

*hugs to you Abby.

Hope you feel better about yourself soon.....

*with grin* - but you owe me a buck for using the word associated solely to myself..... "useless".

[Abby]

This is so unfair. I'm tired, really, really tired

aww abby. HUGE HUGS TO YOU.

If you need to talk, if you want to talk..... I am here. 24/7

[Abby]

I'm feeling a lot less out of control today. I knew I would because feelings are temporary. But when they are completely overwhelming and so painful it is hard to hold onto the fact that it does ease. Honestly my feelings seem to take me over sometimes. I can't explain it, they utterly blind me. Thanks for being kind.

[mazing]

Glad to hear you are feeling a bit better. I can completely understand how emotions just take over sometimes but they are temporary and do pass.

Hope you are doing ok