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Old Dec 13, 2013, 08:36 PM
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Someone stick the knife in me and cut out my heart. The evil inside hurts everything. I want to bleed it out. I deserve pain and humiliation, cruelty and heartbreak. Someone make it stop.

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Old Dec 13, 2013, 09:58 PM
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I'm sorry to hear you are struggling so much now but I do promise it doesn't always have to be like this. In time it will get better. It will pass.

You don't deserve the pain. No-one ever deserves to be hurt or humiliated. Everyone is worthy of love and care.

Hang in there Lean on the forums if you need to. We care and are here to support you.
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Old Dec 13, 2013, 10:16 PM
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So much love and prayers coming your way, I'm in a similar place.
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