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I had done well. Over a year without a cut, but last wednesday I had a mini breakdown. I thought for sure my wife was leaving me that she couldn't live with all my crazy. So crying I cut 6 slices barely more than paper cuts by my standards. It was just a release a physical reason for my pain. I'm not proud but I do forgive myself. Everyone slips up now and then, but you have to forgive yourself because you are only human.
Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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tig
I am sorry that you are struggling so much that it forced you to slip up. but you kept yourself from doing it for a long time and you can do that again. I am glad that you were able to forgive yourself. that is important. take care. |
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Was the issue with your wife resolved?
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Slip-ups are tough, so I'm sorry to hear about that! You sound like you have a good attitude about it though. I hope you're doing better now, and that everything turned out all right with your wife.
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Everyone wants happiness, No one wants pain, But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain. I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff. The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14 In therapy since: 1/13/14 I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. ![]() I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. ![]() |
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Yeah kind of. She misunderstood something that I said. She completely took it the wrong way. I tried to explain it, but it wasn't working. Which frustrated and made me react badly, but after she came back I tried again. She kind of understands now. I think thats the best i'm going to get for now.
Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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That's good things are on better terms now, if only a little bit better.
How are you feeling today? |
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I'm doing good, I guess. I'm hopeful that my new med works, but I'm apprehensive about how my wife and I are doing. I question everyday if we are ok. Something that drives my wife crazy. I can't help it though.
Tig
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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