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Jul 12, 2014, 10:54 PM
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I was listening to the song Clarity yesterday and it has just been swirling in my head. It describes so perfectly how I feel towards SI. Even though I haven't cut in almost nine years, relapse seems inevitable at times and it's hard to get out of those thoughts. I called my sponsor (I use AA since it is not like there is a blood drinkers anonymous out there and that's largely what I miss about SI). She helped me think a little clearer and got me into rewarding myself for not taking advantage of the situation a couple days ago when I got blood drawn. Not sure there is really point o this post other than I just needed to get it out of me and this isn't the kind of stuff you can talk about/vent elsewhere.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. |
 kaliope, TheHiddenAngel
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Jul 12, 2014, 11:00 PM
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definitely not things you can talk about with the general public. lol....yeah, it amazes me...I haven't cut in over seven years and the way the urge pops into my head still after all this time...it just throws me for a loop..i am glad you have a sponsor to talk to. take care
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Jul 13, 2014, 12:22 AM
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I praise you for your strength, I hope things get easier for you.
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