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Oct 06, 2014, 05:27 PM
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I haven't been much of a support to anyone here lately when I have received a lot of support. Truth is, I've needed a break as I have been struggling very hard not to SI and for me it was too much to even post my struggles much less being supportive to someone else right now. I am sorry.
The last time I cut was Aug 20th, but as I said I have been struggling a lot. The urges to cut are now turning into urges to drink or try drugs (I have no intentions on doing the drugs). So I do apologize and I will be continue to take a break until I am a little stronger. Celtic |
 Anonymous200125, Bewilderbeest, Browncurtains, moodycow, Road_to_recovery, tealBumblebee, ThisWayOut
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Oct 06, 2014, 06:23 PM
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No need to apologise. You do what you need to to get through it
 
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Oct 06, 2014, 06:45 PM
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Self care first and most importantly! Never apologize for that. I hope things get better for you though! You're in my thoughts and prayers!
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A majorly depressed, anxious and dependent, schizotypal hypomanic beautiful mess ...[just a rebel to the world with no place to go...  ]
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| celtic.starlite, Road_to_recovery
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Oct 07, 2014, 01:08 AM
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Plenty of time for helping others later. No worries!
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Oct 11, 2014, 08:25 PM
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Thanks guys!! I appreciate the understanding. I think it will still be a little while before I'm back to being really active, right now I'll take it day by day and see if I think I'm well enough to come on and check out the boards or not. I'm still unstable, but I wanted to check in and thank you all.
Today, I found a bottle of pain killers I never finished. It doesn't even look like I really started them. The urge to take them (not to OD just to take however many to feel the effects) was very strong. I did NOT give in. I will be contacting a friend of mine and asking her where I can dispose of them and asking her to help me out. I've never been like this before and it is scary. Last week, I pinched myself with my nails so hard that I broke a little of the skin and I punched hard enough to leave a nasty bruise. My T knows, and I think she understands that I did it because it was all that was left for me to do besides cutting, and it kept me from cutting. I think I have finally figured out what has been causing my rollercoaster of emotions and now, hopefully that means I can begin to feel better and get myself stable again. That's my check in. Again, thank you all for being understanding. Celtic |
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Oct 13, 2014, 12:16 AM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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