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Old Oct 14, 2014, 12:18 AM
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Tonight i realized i'm not worth fighting for. Period. So i cut. Because i didn't care. And i felt a rush through my body more than once. I wish i'd never started this habit, but its too late now. I'm damaged. No one is going to want me. So why worry about it? My only regret is that i couldn't find a tool sharp enough bc i was too lazy to put in any real effort. Still. I'm good with the results. I feel like sabotaging myself...Yeah. *shrug* whatever. Doesn't matter anyway.
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Old Oct 14, 2014, 10:55 AM
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You matter
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Old Oct 14, 2014, 07:39 PM
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Thanks for thinking so even though its not true. Kind words
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Old Oct 15, 2014, 06:20 AM
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Old Oct 15, 2014, 02:12 PM
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Old Oct 16, 2014, 03:07 PM
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Yes, you DO matter! I will be glad to share some courage & hope with you!
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Old Oct 18, 2014, 04:07 PM
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The rush ones feels when cutting.....
But it does matter, and when one wants you they'll want you scars or no scars.
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Old Oct 19, 2014, 11:14 AM
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part of me totally relates to this and wants to support you in your feelings, becuase I can really relate to it. And another part of me wants to remind you that you DO matter, and you ARE worth it.
So there, both parts have spoken. you're worth it hun.
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