[Browncurtains]

Today was not a good day. I arrived late for my test and my sister was blaming me because I forgot my school ID, and I totally lost it. As I was walking back to see my mom about my school ID, I was was holding in tears and trying not to sob. If I wasn't surrounded by people I would've broken down and cried. I have snapped my rubberband probably about 50 times on my wrist. I want to cut so much...... Not a good day at all.

[kaliope]

i am sorry for this upsetting situation. were you still able to take the test? if so, look at it in the grand scheme of things, no harm done. your sister is just being a nag, ignore her. the day will pass, these feelings will pass, just like a wave flowing in and overwhelming you, it will recede and all with be well again. you just have to get over the initial panic and know you are not going to drown because the wave will be gone soon. but you have been thru this many times before and made it and you can do it again. you are strong. take care.

[Browncurtains]

Thanks! Fortunately I was able to take the test. It was just really stressful.
Reading your comment helped so much! It got me out of my bed and working on school and chores. Thanks again!