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May 12, 2007, 07:31 PM
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why was i stupid enough to think that going into hospital would help me at all. Here i am, second night home, after a spot of arm redecoration with my blades. I thought i could fight this, but i should have known I was not strong enough. The anticipation of coming home, of being normal again, was what kept me going in hospital, not cutting so i could go home. But second night out and its the same old stuff, sat here covered in blood. stupid stupid stupid me, should have realise just how pathetic and weak I am. Oh well, have to clean up
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May 12, 2007, 08:27 PM
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i'm sorry.......lots of love to you, pat
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May 13, 2007, 02:13 PM
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sorry
i do know you are not stupid ((((((((((((((((madmusican)))))))))))))))
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May 13, 2007, 04:16 PM
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I'm sorry! You aren't pathetic or stupid (((((((((( madmusican ))))))))))
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May 13, 2007, 08:22 PM
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You are not pathetic or stupid. I am sorry you relapsed. I am sure you are in a lot of emotional pain. Is there someone you can call for support? If it helps keep posting here too. Please take care and stay safe.
BB
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May 14, 2007, 10:25 AM
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(((((((((MAD MUSICIAN)))))))
I am sorry you are struggling at this time. Take care of yourself. Soidhonia
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May 15, 2007, 04:46 PM
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I'm echoing everything everyone else said.
(((((((((((madmusician))))))))))))))))
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May 17, 2007, 09:42 AM
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(((((mm)))))
It's hard to break the cycle but you CAN DO IT! Hang in there and keep trying to stop.....never stop trying!!  Snow
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#9
May 17, 2007, 02:00 PM
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Coming home is very difficult - 2nd time in I spent 11 days - didn't really want to go home as home was a very stressful place and very triggering.
I feel for you...
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#10
May 17, 2007, 06:15 PM
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hate me, hate everyting about me, want to cut cut cut cut cut cut cut
want the pain, want the hurt but dont want to loose it all again and go back to cutting everyday hate me, same old stupid disgusting me |
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May 17, 2007, 07:11 PM
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((((((((((((((laura))))))))))))))))))))
rememberevery time you cut he is hurting you again and again and again - dont let him do this to you. you are a million times better than him. i'm sorry i dont understand self harm very much only that it takes your mind off other pain, but he is leaving scars all the time. please keep trying to stop please please please. use all your strength and i know you have it. don't let him hurt you anymore. i love you sweetheart. jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo |
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