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May 24, 2007 at 03:53 PM
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crimson tears pouring down
thought i was strong enough to fight but I wasnt drip drip drip    
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May 24, 2007 at 04:09 PM
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I'm sorry ... Anything you want to talk about?
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May 24, 2007 at 04:33 PM
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no point, i'm not worth it
I just let everyone down thinking i was ok, who was i trying to kid??? |
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May 24, 2007 at 04:41 PM
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You are worth it...
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May 24, 2007 at 05:25 PM
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cant think of anything
who was i trying to kid tho, thinking i could beat this, i might as well let the darkness consume me |
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May 24, 2007 at 05:33 PM
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trying to kid - don't beat yourself up over this. I slip - it happens - at least you are still posting that will keep some light going so darkness cannot consume you.
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May 24, 2007 at 05:34 PM
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doesnt mean i dont want thedarkness, it looks so tempting
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May 24, 2007 at 05:40 PM
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I know very tempting at times...
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May 24, 2007 at 05:42 PM
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husband has just gone to bed. just me and my blades now
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May 24, 2007 at 05:45 PM
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Good time to wake him up...give him the blades and ask him to dispose of them.
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May 24, 2007 at 05:51 PM
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cant wake him up, he will be angry, the darkness can wait one more day
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May 24, 2007 at 05:54 PM
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If you can deal with darkness - you have the strength to deal with angry...right?
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May 24, 2007 at 05:55 PM
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no, cant hurt him again, cant make him angry, cant fight him tonight
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May 24, 2007 at 05:59 PM
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Write it down - that you don't want to hurt him. You feel darkness - put it in an envelope with the blades...and wake him up - he needs to know what you are going through again.
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May 24, 2007 at 06:07 PM
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cant tell him, he will be angry, cant do it, dont want to hurt him, he'll say "i thought u werent doing that anymore" cant tell him
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May 24, 2007 at 06:12 PM
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I'm not going to push you on it any further - I do hope someday you will be able to share with your husband...that is what he and I (meaning men) are suppose to do...love in sickness or in health?
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May 24, 2007 at 06:16 PM
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i have put them back in their box, no more, for tonight anyway
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May 24, 2007 at 06:18 PM
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Good...try to get some rest
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May 24, 2007 at 06:21 PM
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sleeping on the sofa tonight, cant go to bed, will try to get some sleep, night
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May 24, 2007 at 07:02 PM
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