I was going to put this in the Schizophrenia forum but decided that it fits here best.
I have never really thought of myself as a "cutter" but I just realized that I was for a long time growing up. I used to cut myself to make the predominate voice stop pestering me. He identified himself as a demon and would basically tell me that I needed to give him blood, He wouldn't stop harassing me until I did eventually cut/or bite myself. Sometimes it was a lot of blood sometimes it was just a scratch. I could get away with re-opening a previous scab. It was odd but one day he just stopped talking to me. I'm so glad that he did go away! I still have scars from those days and I wonder if they will ever go away.
Just wondering if anybody else had similar experiences. . .
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