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#521
One day....
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#522
10 days... this feels weird, not really even obsessing over it...
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#524
10/15 days, I need small goals to actually do it
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#525
Small goals are great! For me, "just not today" works the best. If I tell myself I won't do it for a certain time period or until a certain day or event, once that time or day comes, my brain convinces me that it is okay.
..... Having some urges right now. Got a little triggered att the end of IOP this morning, and dissociated. Home now, and want to give in. Not sure if I'll make itg thru today. If mother gets b**chy, I don't know if I'll be able to stop myself. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#526
What can help if your mom gets b**tchy? Or even before she gets b**tchy?
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Location: Texas
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#527
Nothing really. Nothing I do stops it, or lessens it. I feel like an intruder in her house, even tho I live there, because of the way she acts and talks to me. It really is the classic cycle of abuse. Calm, trigger, outburst, silent treatment, like nothing happened, repeat. I have gotten to the point where I got the criteria of battrered woman's syndrome, even though she has nedver physically hurt me. I really just can't take it anymore. I feel trapped, I can't afford to move. I'm trying to find something, anything... the only real option is get away and cut off contact atf this point. I don't think I will be able to truly get a handle on the mental illness until then.
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#528
What might you do to get away from her? |
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#529
I'm looking into places right now. Contacting some. Working on applyiing for HUD housing (low income, sliding scale) but they usually have at least a 2 year waiting list.
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#530
Those are good ideas!
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#531
11/15 ...
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#532
11 days... I'm afraid things might get a little harder soon. I've been bipolar cycling recently but I think it is a side effect of a med change, that the doctor is having me go back to my previouss dose because of other side effects.
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#534
Good job scaredandconfused!
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Congratulations Breadfish!
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#537
Well done so far Childofchaos, best wishes with this change.
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#539
Its been a week since the last time i have used a tool to self injure with but its been less than that for skin picking and scratching myself unsure if that counts as self injury because it not major but its still hurting myself in some way
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#540
**** it just cut ...my husband is pissed
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