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Default Jun 30, 2017 at 05:11 PM
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18 days. Sending hugs to anyone who is struggling with urges, hang in there!
 
 
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Default Jul 01, 2017 at 02:35 PM
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i cant cut anymore because my husband took all the ****ing tools i use to cut with ...am not happy in fact am so ****ing low i cant get even more lower ( even to point of not wanting to be here but everyone needs me to short out there **** )

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Default Jul 01, 2017 at 03:00 PM
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A couple of days (longer for scarring injury)

I will be starting a new therapy in a couple of weeks. I have to stay clean (at least of my worse behavior) or the process will be stopped and I will be sent back to psychiatrist! It's my only chance at it I think so I need to behave myself.

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Default Jul 02, 2017 at 08:22 PM
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I did yesterday. Minor stuff. Really depressed today. Slept most of the day. Having horrible urges.

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Default Jul 02, 2017 at 08:23 PM
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20 days. Tomorrow will be 3 weeks!
 
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Still 0, Idk... I don't feel even slightly as anxious as I usually do but I'm probably the most resigned I've ever felt. I sleep too much and am starting to not really care about a lot of things that used to be so important. It's like textbook depression

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Default Jul 04, 2017 at 12:57 PM
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0 days. Ended up at the ER again yesterday.

The sh happened before my pdoc appt and he made me promise that I would go to the ER and have it taken care of.

It needed sutures. I was doing so much better on the severity of them. I feel really discouraged right now.

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Default Jul 04, 2017 at 01:41 PM
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You were doing so much better AND no one can take that period of success away from you!



You can get back on track.

Think about what led to sh. At what point or points could you handle things differently next time?

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Great job scaredandconfused!
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Default Jul 06, 2017 at 05:59 PM
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Nothing on the 4th. Yesterday, I pickedd at one on my leg from early June (over a month old now, still not healed, which is why it's been bugging me so much). The picking was enough to constitute SH for me, so I'm counting it. Nothing today, so far.

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Default Jul 06, 2017 at 07:06 PM
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2 years and 5 days. But the anniversary is making me have some bad thoughts.

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Default Jul 06, 2017 at 10:04 PM
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1 day, I was picking way too much yesterday to count it

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Default Jul 08, 2017 at 10:37 AM
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Default Jul 08, 2017 at 03:49 PM
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2 days, I think. My brain isn't quite functioning right now. Sleep is all out of whack... insomnia nightt before last, and then I slept til 3pm today...

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