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#581
18 days. Sending hugs to anyone who is struggling with urges, hang in there!
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Fizzyo
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Fizzyo
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#582
0 days again
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Anonymous55397, Fizzyo
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#583
__________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
Grand Magnate
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#584
__________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
Grand Magnate
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#585
A couple of days (longer for scarring injury)
I will be starting a new therapy in a couple of weeks. I have to stay clean (at least of my worse behavior) or the process will be stopped and I will be sent back to psychiatrist! It's my only chance at it I think so I need to behave myself. __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
PsychNitrous
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#586
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Elder
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Location: Texas
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#587
I did yesterday. Minor stuff. Really depressed today. Slept most of the day. Having horrible urges.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#588
20 days. Tomorrow will be 3 weeks!
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#589
Still 0, Idk... I don't feel even slightly as anxious as I usually do but I'm probably the most resigned I've ever felt. I sleep too much and am starting to not really care about a lot of things that used to be so important. It's like textbook depression
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Anonymous55397, Bill3
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#590
3 weeks.
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TheDragon
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#591
1 day...
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Bill3
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Bill3
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Location: Texas
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#592
0 days. Ended up at the ER again yesterday.
The sh happened before my pdoc appt and he made me promise that I would go to the ER and have it taken care of. It needed sutures. I was doing so much better on the severity of them. I feel really discouraged right now. __________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Location: USA
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#593
You were doing so much better AND no one can take that period of success away from you!
You can get back on track. Think about what led to sh. At what point or points could you handle things differently next time? (((((childofchaos831))))) Last edited by Bill3; Jul 04, 2017 at 01:54 PM.. |
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#595
Great job scaredandconfused!
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Elder
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Location: Texas
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#596
Nothing on the 4th. Yesterday, I pickedd at one on my leg from early June (over a month old now, still not healed, which is why it's been bugging me so much). The picking was enough to constitute SH for me, so I'm counting it. Nothing today, so far.
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
Bill3, Fizzyo
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Bill3
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#597
2 years and 5 days. But the anniversary is making me have some bad thoughts.
__________________ What if I fall? Oh, my dear, but what if you fly? Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia. Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less... |
Bill3, Fizzyo
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Bill3
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#598
1 day, I was picking way too much yesterday to count it
__________________ ---- Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, Self-Harm, ADHD-Inattentive, Dermatillomania
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Bill3, mountainstream
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#599
Big fat ZERO
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4428247, Bill3, mountainstream
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#600
2 days, I think. My brain isn't quite functioning right now. Sleep is all out of whack... insomnia nightt before last, and then I slept til 3pm today...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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