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Location: Texas
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#121
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
AmandaBroken, whisperingskye
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
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#122
3 days, i can feel i won't last much longer though
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
AmandaBroken, Bill3
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Member Since Mar 2009
Location: USA
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#123
Good job whisperingskye! Hang in there!
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AmandaBroken
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#124
Good job whisperingskye! Hang in there!
What helps you resist SI? |
AmandaBroken
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#125
Honestly the only things I have found to work for me lately are if I am tired or sick. I used to be better at this...but I can't remember how I used to manage now.
__________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Roselle
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#127
a month. just found out my best friend has a new bf. I was slow to the punch so now I'm feeling heartbroken to the point I may end up in a bloody mess again 😓
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#128
Hang in there spiritpanda!
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#129
easier said than done. when you go your whole life not even acknowledging other Hunan's existence than suddenly you begin feel emotions than have your heart broken because of those strong feelings, given in is the sweetest feeling in this situation. 😧😵
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#130
I'm so sorry that your heart was broken.
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Member Since Mar 2017
Location: Connecticut
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#131
48 Days clean of cutting and still holding strong.
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AmandaBroken, Bill3, may24, PatternsInTheIvy
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#132
That's a terrific accomplishment, ForestWasp!
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#133
I agree with Breadfish!
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Member Since Jun 2016
Location: In My Own World
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#134
Since I've last cut, nearly a year.
The "head-desk" or wall-punch of frustration... well, that's still frequent. The cutting, though... I'm happy about that. I relapsed three times, and that's been the longest since the second relapse. I'll take that for what it's worth. __________________ "The most pure form of love is to love someone not expecting anything in return." ~MV Meds: 400mg lamotrigine, 27mg methylphenidate ER, 1 mg clonazepam PRN, .5mL testosterone cypionate weekly |
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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#135
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Member Since Feb 2017
Location: Europe
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#136
It'd been 2 weeks!
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#137
Congratulations slowly!!
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#138
Well done, PatternsInTheIvy!!
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Elder
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Location: Texas
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#139
Just an hour or two... needed to so I could get,out of the house to go to pdoc appt... already missed t appt today. I know it doesn't make sense, but it does. There are these things... I can see them. I know they probably aren't there but they are...
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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#140
..Sadly, I've gone and ****ed that nearly year clean since I last posted. Manic episode kind of børked my brain. I kind of lost control of my behavior and self-harmed again.
I'm highly disappointed in myself. So four days. __________________ "The most pure form of love is to love someone not expecting anything in return." ~MV Meds: 400mg lamotrigine, 27mg methylphenidate ER, 1 mg clonazepam PRN, .5mL testosterone cypionate weekly Last edited by notz; Mar 31, 2017 at 12:19 AM.. |
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