[passionfruit3]

I cant remember how long ive been gone.2 days maybe or three.i went to the er about burns that were possibly second degree.they were able to do everything they wanted to do to me based on my hold i had no rights.i left out the backdoor a nurse followed me i should have just kept going. He held me there till others came i went back in the hospital drugged a lot that first day till i feel asleep and next day i had no fight left in me.the burn looks terrible like a growth on your hand .i saw pictures felt itd be cool to get blisters like a face but not anymore these are terrible.

[AmandaBroken]

Originally Posted by passionfruit3

I cant remember how long ive been gone.2 days maybe or three.i went to the er about burns that were possibly second degree.they were able to do everything they wanted to do to me based on my hold i had no rights.i left out the backdoor a nurse followed me i should have just kept going. He held me there till others came i went back in the hospital drugged a lot that first day till i feel asleep and next day i had no fight left in me.the burn looks terrible like a growth on your hand .i saw pictures felt itd be cool to get blisters like a face but not anymore these are terrible.

Hi, I'm sorry you had to go through that. I'm also glad they did not let you get away. It sounds like you are in a safe place now. Try to make the best of it. I understand the need to Self-Harm but burnings will leave terrible scars.

Are you seeing a counselor or psychiatrist? I would recommend seeking some professional help. There are many ways they can help you. If you need to talk feel free to contact me...

Amanda

[passionfruit3]

Ive had the worst counseling since i moved from old place.i was doing stuff then to it progressed from cutting to burning when they switched are insurance company with out any such notification.now im in with my current therapist, or social worker,casemanger i dont know.but lately she thinks looking pretty is the cure to myself harm.i dont know about them
Moving on is hard for me but i cut my loses quickly and do what i can.i am in a safe place partly cause. Im loaded with drugs but also. Id leave the house cause i dont want my parents to see me if something happens to me.

[AmandaBroken]

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Have a gentle hug and a soft embrace...

[passionfruit3]

Thank you 😊

[AmandaBroken]

Remember if you need to talk/vent feel free to contact me...