It has been ___ days since I SIed -- Part W!!

Feb 26, 2018 at 02:22 PM

2 and half years, I am proud of myself as I used to self harm everyday.

Bill3 · Feb 27, 2018 at 09:40 AM

Congratulations Lavender!!

And thank you: Your kindness brings hope to many people here!

Bill3 · Mar 18, 2018 at 08:46 AM

How is everyone doing? It has been a long time since anyone posted here.

(((((Everyone)))))

watermelonrind · Mar 18, 2018 at 11:12 AM

I’m at 44 days. The longest I made it before this was 30 days. It’s all I think about though and I worry I’ll relapse.

Bill3 · Mar 18, 2018 at 12:40 PM

Congratulations watermelonrind!

You are doing so well!

You are very concerned though about a relapse. What do you think that a relapse would say about you?

(((((watermelonrind)))))

whisperingskye · Mar 18, 2018 at 01:30 PM

It’s been about two weeks but I’ve really been struggling and wanting to do it this last week. I’m sure I’ll give in before long, but today I should be ok.

watermelonrind · Mar 18, 2018 at 01:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Bill3

Congratulations watermelonrind!

You are doing so well!

You are very concerned though about a relapse. What do you think that a relapse would say about you?

(((((watermelonrind)))))

That I will have failed myself. I’ve come so far these past few months, I don’t want to lose the progress I’ve made.

Bill3 · Mar 18, 2018 at 02:45 PM

Well done whisperingskye!

Good job, too, to be thinking of one day at a time!

Bill3 · Mar 18, 2018 at 02:52 PM

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That I will have failed myself. I’ve come so far these past few months, I don’t want to lose the progress I’ve made.

You made great progress by going from 30 days to 44 days. You cannot lose that 44 days, no matter what happens. I mean, if you relapse, you will still know that you did 44 days! No one can take that away from you.

You would feel bad about a relapse, but you could then start another long run.

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I’ve come so far these past few months

Yes you have! Even if you have a relapse you are in a better place than you were before these last few months. You have months of good experience under your belt that you did not have before! You will be able to draw on that strength and experience from now on.

PointOfNoReturn · Mar 18, 2018 at 08:12 PM

297 days. Trying to make it to at least a year... still seems so far away.

Bill3 · Mar 18, 2018 at 08:46 PM

PointOfNoReturn you are doing wonderful work, congratulations!

Under*Over · Mar 21, 2018 at 07:09 PM

2 years.

It gets easier over time. It really does

Bill3 · Mar 21, 2018 at 07:48 PM

Congratulations Under*Over!

Thank you so much for bringing hope through your own experience. What did you find helped you stay away from SI when things got rough?

PsychNitrous · Mar 21, 2018 at 09:30 PM

I've been wanting to hurt myself pretty badly for about a month now. It's been a couple of months since the last time. I'm very stressed out about medical issues right now, and I'm starting to really hate my body. The only thing holding me back is that we have no bandaids, so I have no way of covering it up to heal. It's silly, but it's been frustratingly effective.

Bill3 · Mar 21, 2018 at 09:53 PM

(((((PsychNitrous)))))

Well done staying away from SI!

(((((PsychNitrous)))))

watermelonrind · Mar 25, 2018 at 01:48 PM

Today marked 51 days but I ruined that so I’m back at 0

Bill3 · Mar 25, 2018 at 02:38 PM

51 days is excellent, watermelonrind!

You are upset with yourself now for the lapse, but no one can take away your 51 days! And now you can start another long run.

whisperingskye · Mar 25, 2018 at 07:38 PM

Zero....

Bill3 · Mar 25, 2018 at 07:55 PM

(((((whisperingskye)))))

How long had it been?

(((((whisperingskye)))))

whisperingskye · Mar 26, 2018 at 08:02 AM

I think it was about three weeks. It just got too much to ignore.

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Anonymous59786 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 26, 2018 at 02:22 PM #101 2 and half years, I am proud of myself as I used to self harm everyday.
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Feb 27, 2018 at 09:40 AM #102 Congratulations Lavender!! And thank you: Your kindness brings hope to many people here!
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 18, 2018 at 08:46 AM #103 How is everyone doing? It has been a long time since anyone posted here. (((((Everyone)))))
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watermelonrind Junior Member Member Since Feb 2018 Location: United States Posts: 12 6	Mar 18, 2018 at 11:12 AM #104 I’m at 44 days. The longest I made it before this was 30 days. It’s all I think about though and I worry I’ll relapse.
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 18, 2018 at 12:40 PM #105 Congratulations watermelonrind! You are doing so well! You are very concerned though about a relapse. What do you think that a relapse would say about you? (((((watermelonrind)))))
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 18, 2018 at 02:45 PM #108 Well done whisperingskye! Good job, too, to be thinking of one day at a time!
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PointOfNoReturn Member Member Since Feb 2016 Location: Secret Posts: 150 8 12 hugs given	Mar 18, 2018 at 08:12 PM #110 297 days. Trying to make it to at least a year... still seems so far away. __________________ Isolated, I succumb to the weight of the world Separated, I fall from the sky
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 18, 2018 at 08:46 PM #111 PointOfNoReturn you are doing wonderful work, congratulations!
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Under*Over Member Member Since Mar 2018 Location: USA Posts: 457 6 177 hugs given	Mar 21, 2018 at 07:09 PM #112 2 years. It gets easier over time. It really does
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 21, 2018 at 07:48 PM #113 Congratulations Under*Over! Thank you so much for bringing hope through your own experience. What did you find helped you stay away from SI when things got rough?
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 21, 2018 at 09:53 PM #115 (((((PsychNitrous))))) Well done staying away from SI! (((((PsychNitrous)))))
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watermelonrind Junior Member Member Since Feb 2018 Location: United States Posts: 12 6	Mar 25, 2018 at 01:48 PM #116 Today marked 51 days but I ruined that so I’m back at 0
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 25, 2018 at 02:38 PM #117 51 days is excellent, watermelonrind! You are upset with yourself now for the lapse, but no one can take away your 51 days! And now you can start another long run.
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whisperingskye Grand Poohbah Member Since Feb 2017 Location: - Posts: 1,526 7 1,177 hugs given	Mar 25, 2018 at 07:38 PM #118 Zero.... __________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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Bill3 Legendary Member Since Mar 2009 Location: USA Posts: 10,924 15 24.1k hugs given	Mar 25, 2018 at 07:55 PM #119 (((((whisperingskye))))) How long had it been? (((((whisperingskye)))))
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whisperingskye Grand Poohbah Member Since Feb 2017 Location: - Posts: 1,526 7 1,177 hugs given	Mar 26, 2018 at 08:02 AM #120 I think it was about three weeks. It just got too much to ignore. __________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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