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#61
I honestly don't know... this past week has gotten worse each day, and I'm scared of what tomorrow is gonna bring. I don't even know what to expect at this point.
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#65
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How is your day so far? What are you thinking about doing today? |
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#67
Going to bed now. See pdoc tomorrow afternoon. Been a rough day and can't really make words to explain right now...
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Sweet dreams and good luck tomorrow. Will seeing your pdoc help? |
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I don't know if seeing him will help or not... we have been working hard on keeping me out of IP, because I have serious issues with going into the hospital. It's less helpful than managing things outpatient for me, also. But, like all docs, if the risk is high enough, they don't haved a choice. I'm just scared if I'm completely honest, I won't be given a choice. But I know I need to be completely honest so he can correctly decide what should be done medication wise also... I really just want to not go, but I know that wouldn't be helpful at all.
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I hope that today goes better for you childofchaos831.
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I don't know how long it's been. The last post I can find where I did anything was in October, so maybe 3 months? 4? I don't know. But I did it today, this morning. And it felt good. I'll regret this later.
EDIT: It's been 20 minutes. I regret it. Last edited by PsychNitrous; Jan 31, 2018 at 09:41 AM.. |
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#73
I know words won't help much but I really feel for you!
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#74
what's done is done, I hope you will find room in your heart to be kind to yourself. You did so well with all those months.
That's a lot of strength you've practiced and a lot of injury you've prevented. Take care. (((((((((PsychNitrous)))))))) __________________ We're people first, anything else is secondary. |
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#75
Last night... I am so tired of this. I kept it superficial this time tho.
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#76
How long had it been childofchaos831?
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#77
A few days, I think... I had a friend staying at my house. She needed the company as much as I did...
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#78
I admire you the way you keep going when life feels so overwhelming. You encourage me to keep trying too. Thank you childofchaos.
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#79
Another set of sutures yesterday...
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