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#221
Managed 12 days but back to day 0 today, you'll all be angry at me
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#222
This feels like a good moment to trow away the blades. I think you can do it. I threw mine away when I started living with my girlfriend and never cut again. It's like a turning point in life where you can effectively change the habit of self harm. You don't get many of these chances, so take it. It is possible!
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#223
No one’s angry at you. This is a hard fight, it’s an addiction like any other. Sometimes we slip, but it’s ok. You just gotta keep trying to fight it, I have to believe that you (and I) will get there! Even if it’s one day at a time, or one hour, one second. Just know you are not alone, and you won’t get judged here
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It wasn’t easy, and I was very tempted to keep a few just in case, but I shut that way of thinking down and got rid of the lot. This feels like my first win against this in a very long time! Thank you for the support! Today is 17 days, and hopefully I won’t go back to 0. __________________ Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left. Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down. Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin |
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#225
That is wonderful whisperingskye!!!
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#226
Incredible! Very good decision . You can be very proud of yourself. I know it's not easy, but you did it. Life is so much better without those blades. And in return you'll be living with your girlfriend. Seems to me like a very good deal!
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#228
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#229
1 year... But now back to 0...
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yShuan, 1 year is a wonderful accomplishment that will always be yours!
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15 ! Yay !
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Yay Kibou! Well done!
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#233
3 days... gonna be 4 as long as I don't do any trich behaviors... not going home tonight, have a sleep study so the option is kinda removed for tonight. Main issue I'm gonna have is the EEG wires making me wanna pull at my hair... hopefully they can figure out why my sleep is so messed up right now, tho.
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#234
Day Zero again, I deserve to be in the naughty corner
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(((((whispershadow)))))
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#237
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I'm going to put it as 1. Yesterday (Friday the 13th ) was awful, I scratched down my arm, causing a scab. Dumb, because now I might stress out more about wearing long sleeves now. I don't think anyone really cares though about my arms though. I certainly don't.
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22 ! It's been a while since I haven't been through a whole month without self-harming, but I feel like I'm going to make it this time. I feel like my mental health is getting better.
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#240
Kibou you are doing great! Hang in there!
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