[MtnTime2896]

Possible trigger:

It'd be so easy to go further with it. I didn't realize it was that sharp. And now I see a way out. I just cut and I'm thinking about cutting more. I can't get enough. I feel like this is a problem.

[whisperingskye]

((((((Só leigheas))))))

It sure sounds like a problem buddy. Sorry I haven’t seen this sooner, and I’m actually about to go to bed, but if you want to talk tomorrow about this I’m here. I hope you can stay safe with it.

[Rive1976]

I hope you are okay. I know life gets hard but please hang in there. If you want to talk I am here.

[MtnTime2896]

Thank you both

((((hugs))))

how are you doing?

(((((So))))) you don't deserve to be hurting youself

[Bill3]

Keep speaking here about this so as to receive support when needed.

Much love to you, So

[MtnTime2896]

Possible trigger:

When I wrote that, I'd ended up cutting pretty deep. I'm taking care of it now and I probably should've gotten stitches.

But I can't just go do that. I don't need another bill I can't pay anything towards. So, I'm using this medical tape to hold it together so it heals.

The thoughts to keep hurting myself are strong. The thoughts to do more than that are deafening. There's nothing I can do about this. The only time either if these things let up, is when I'm having a flashback. I can't keep living like this.

[Bill3]

When you say that the thoughts are ever present and deafening I begin to wonder whether going IP is possible and worth considering?



(((((Só leigheas)))))

Só leigheas, I am also here If you want to talk. To avoid IP think about your tomorrow, Make the decision to talk to someone, Ask with an open mind and please please be the most beautiful you can be. Whatever you're going through, I am sure it can be sorted out (in baby steps). So many of us have been there and found our way. Private message me if you'd like to chat be safe

[katydid777]

Originally Posted by Só leigheas

Possible trigger:

When I wrote that, I'd ended up cutting pretty deep. I'm taking care of it now and I probably should've gotten stitches.

But I can't just go do that. I don't need another bill I can't pay anything towards. So, I'm using this medical tape to hold it together so it heals.

The thoughts to keep hurting myself are strong. The thoughts to do more than that are deafening. There's nothing I can do about this. The only time either if these things let up, is when I'm having a flashback. I can't keep living like this.

SO, Go to the nearest drug store, or if you have a Dollar store, or Walmart go there things are cheaper. Get there brand triple antibiotic ointment, sterile 4x4s, or 2x2s, witch ever the size of the injury is, and roll bandage. Put the ointment on, then the 4x4, or 2x2, then the roll bandage on it. I hope that when you feel like that again, Please let one of us know, and be able to talk with you. We all care!!! (((((((MANY BIG HUGS)))))))

[MtnTime2896]

Thank you guys. I'll go to the drug store in an hour or so. I would like to avoid IP if I can. I can't afford it and I have someone who needs me now. I can't leave.

I'll probably be on here later. I'm going to be alone this evening and it always gets so much worse then.

[Bill3]

I am happy to learn that there is someone who needs you.

(((((So))))) you are loved heaps here as well and I'm glad you have someone in real life as well

[SlumberKitty]

(((So Leigheas)))