I was thinking about Ebony again today and what she went through

I need to punish myself for causing her to have such a crappy past anyone got any ideas?

[Bill3]

I am against any punishment.

[Crypts_Of_The_Mind]

If you are here for self injury then you need to focus on things to prevent you from acting on your urges.

What do you think some things to prevent you from acting on your urges could be?

[Rive1976]

From what I have heard you say about Ebony you loved her very much and didnt do anything to hurt her. It was her abusers fault not yours. (((Hugs)))

[SlumberKitty]

Whispershadow, you loved Ebony. You didn't hurt her. You don't deserve to be hurt or punished. HUGS Kit

But I made the connection between the fact I was in a bad way when Ebony came into my life and the fact she's had a horrible few years and I cannot break that connection, the fact I needed her then caused her to of gone through such a horrible time

Possible trigger:

like before rescue took her in some low life scumbag who deserves to painfully suffer decided to hit her hard enough to break her ribs and threw her out like rubbish hoping she and her kittens would die and most of her kittens did die there was only two survivors and Ebony herself very nearly died

the fact my poor sweetpea went through all that and it's my fault for needing her back then as in

Possible trigger:

I would be dead from suicide if she hadn't come to me when she did

the fact that happened was the reason why she suffered the way she did and because me needing her caused her to go through all that bullcrap and as I said I made that connection and I can't break that connection between me going through what I went through and needing Ebony and Ebony getting treated like *that* by those expletives

[Bill3]

Oh whispershadow, I so wish that neither you nor Ebony had such pain!

[Fuzzybear]

Originally Posted by Bill3

I am against any punishment.

[Travelinglady]

I agree. You don't need to punish yourself.