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Default Feb 17, 2020 at 12:14 PM
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I fought the urge to self harm to relief my emotional pain.
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Default Feb 17, 2020 at 02:36 PM
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It's great you are fighting the urges @Buffy01. I'm in the same boat. I'm fighting urges. Hanging on by white-knuckling it really, but hanging on. I hope you can keep going with not SH-ing. You can do it! HUGS kit

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It's great you are fighting the urges @Buffy01. I'm in the same boat. I'm fighting urges. Hanging on by white-knuckling it really, but hanging on. I hope you can keep going with not SH-ing. You can do it! HUGS kit
thank you. I have to remind myself that it the self harm voice it that angry wolf coming out.
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Default Apr 01, 2020 at 05:58 PM
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I'm still fighting for the past two days because of the inner anger i have in me.
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Default Apr 05, 2020 at 12:51 AM
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Hey Buddy01,


I hope you are feeling better since posting. Are you finding that you are better able to resist the urges now compared to when you first posted?

Please be gentle to yourself.


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Default Apr 12, 2020 at 11:40 PM
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Been fighting it too. The last two days especially. I hace not had a drink in the past 3 or 4 years and had 2 yesterday. Decided can't do that either just didn't do the same as SI would. Now all i want is atitivan or tramadol. I have DID and know it will pass just for now i am in this mood.
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I hope you are feeling better since posting. Are you finding that you are better able to resist the urges now compared to when you first posted?

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Yes! I am feeling better since I last posted. I feel better finding other who are going through this as well who I can talk to about self harm.
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Been fighting it too. The last two days especially. I hace not had a drink in the past 3 or 4 years and had 2 yesterday. Decided can't do that either just didn't do the same as SI would. Now all i want is atitivan or tramadol. I have DID and know it will pass just for now i am in this mood.
I'm sorry that you are struggling right now. I'm glad you posted here.
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Default Apr 20, 2020 at 10:54 PM
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Sending huge hugs n much light to all...I used to, a long while ago now....it's been over a decade, since I last, well, y'know....I get it❤️

Anyone is free to message me at any point, if they'd like to (((peace)))
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Default May 01, 2020 at 10:44 PM
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I admitted to my T on Thursday that I have SI twice. I felt so bad. While I at times feel that I am coping okay, I continue to do things that I havent done in years. Grieving a childhood, and feeling so damn bored and lonely. I literally have no one. I don't count family, 2 kids can't be friends to me, and my T isnt obviously. They are it. And i hate it. That makes me want to go do something....but I am not
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Sending huge hugs n much light to all...I used to, a long while ago now....it's been over a decade, since I last, well, y'know....I get it❤️

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I admitted to my T on Thursday that I have SI twice. I felt so bad. While I at times feel that I am coping okay, I continue to do things that I havent done in years. Grieving a childhood, and feeling so damn bored and lonely. I literally have no one. I don't count family, 2 kids can't be friends to me, and my T isnt obviously. They are it. And i hate it. That makes me want to go do something....but I am not
I understand how you feel! I been there myself. I feel like this all the time.
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Default Apr 12, 2022 at 06:24 PM
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It been a year since I had last self harm.

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Default Oct 04, 2022 at 07:45 PM
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I started thinking about self-harming again because I have been triggered by some family member and watching celebrities have the lifestyle, I wished that I had. But I managed to fight the urge.

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Default Oct 04, 2022 at 08:06 PM
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Have you ever tried writing down your feelings as an alternative to self harm?
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Have you ever tried writing down your feelings as an alternative to self harm?
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