[wisewoman]

I know it won't do a darned thing to change the situation but I feel like puttting my head through a wall or cutting deep and hard. And I won't because I have made the choice not to. I have to find a way to stay sane. The pain is too much

[Rapunzel]

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I think it's hardest when you are newly resolved to quit. You had a plan for how to handle this. Want to talk about what you are doing to keep yourself safe? Or about what's going on to make you feel this way? We're here if you feel like talking.

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[wisewoman]

refer to post i general. I am in so much pain. Thanks Rap

[Fuzzybear]

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[Zenobia]

I like how you pointed out that hurting yourself will not change a darn thing. No it will not help in any way. But I hope this hug will help. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Wisewoman}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Take care,
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying

[wisewoman]

Your right, hurting myself would not change a thing except make me feel guilty and more dissociated from what's going on. I can do this, I don't have a choice. I am a parent, friend, and an Auntie that is really needed right now. Slowly digesting and letting myself know inside what I can and can't do. hugs help. thanks