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Default Mar 31, 2005 at 12:49 AM
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Yes I agree It is not just kids who cut. I am 47 and have been cutting since I was 15. I agree it is wrong and not fair we have to struggle in this way....but it is not just a young peoples struggle.
Glad your here, I am new too and I am finding a lot of help and support here sure you will too.
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Default May 30, 2005 at 03:57 AM
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Thank you for this board. Just reading what other have posted has really helped me to see that I'm not alone in my struggles. <font color="pink"> </font>

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Default Aug 16, 2005 at 02:01 PM
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This is my first time here. . .I'm a a cutter. It is good to find a place where I can say that sort of out loud. I'm not sure what else to say.

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Default Aug 16, 2005 at 02:03 PM
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Welcome Gracey. Hope you feel comfortable soon in talking and posting freely.
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Default Jun 20, 2006 at 12:15 AM
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Don't know what the 'trigger' item is or does but guess it must be something to do with not getting into graphic detail about one's S/H acts. Someone pls advise. I'm getting deeper into depression and within this is the absolute NEED to S/H in order to cope with internal feelings and punish myself for being evil and having this need to hurt myself. My family also don't understand any of my mental health concerns and I have stopped trying to get thro' to them. Any way I am 47 and have been a S/H since age19,so what do i really expect of my family, myself or anyone else. It is my problem but SOMETIMES I wish it wasn't.
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Default Jun 20, 2006 at 03:38 PM
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Welcome to psych central, vortex. I hope that you find help here. There are lots of great people, and sometimes you just need to know that you're not alone and someone understands.

The trigger icon is one of the post icons (that appear in the message headings), like the book or note, or you can do a smiley, etc. Under "Post Icon" (drop-down menu) it is listed as "trig." I'll put one on this post just to show you what it looks like. Or let me know if you need help with it or forget, because I can go back in and add it later (or any of the mods for this forum).

It's best to avoid getting into graphic detail, as that can "trigger" people, or affect their feelings in a way that they are more likely to act out, or just have feelings that are hard to deal with. Sometimes you might need to discuss some subjects that someone might find triggering. There is no way we can avoid ever triggering each other in a forum like this. So, if you think that what you write might affect someone like that (particularly if it's about strong feelings, details, abuse, etc.), then it helps to use the trigger icon as a warning for people to know what they are getting into before they read the post. They can either be prepared for it, or not read it if they don't feel safe.

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Default Jul 05, 2006 at 05:45 PM
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i s/h for yrs and then stopped for the last 8yrs but now the urge to do so is as strong as ever. i am in a vicious circle i am ashamed of my scars on my arms and will never wear short sleeves, i find this real difficult in hotweather. people comment on it. i reply i dont like to catch the sun.
i am so afraid that i am going to let these urges take over, what can i do
i am trying so hard to survive just feel like i am losing a battle
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Default Jul 06, 2006 at 05:13 PM
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whoamI, I also used to S/H and have stopped for the last seven years..I too am incredibly ashamed of my scars..I wear a jacket to my work, I work for a law firm..I am afraid my boss will comment on it and fire me or something..I have had strong urges from time to time as well...as well as the flashbacks and even nightmares..I just keep myself focused on the fact that Ive come THIS far..SEVEN YEARS!! That is no small feat for a self injurer..every day is a struggle as you know..as we all know..I believe, unfortunately it will be a lifetime struggle for us all..but one that will ease as we learn to love ourselves more..and deal with our pain in the way that is best for us..self harm excluded. I work out now..I run till I can't run anymore..Get on my horse and ride..I even clean my house..LOL..whatever I have to do..to keep my mind occupied..and to keep myself busy..until the urges pass..and for now..this has been working. I haven't cut in seven years and God willing..I wont cut today either..If you ever need to talk..(((Hugs to you)))) Hang in there.. You have come so far..should you fall..you have friends to help pick you back up should you need it, but here's praying for another day!!!!
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Default Feb 19, 2007 at 11:35 PM
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Hi I'm new here and I have I am 35 years old and I engage in self injurous behaviors. I have since I was 12 years old. I am so ashamed of telling people about it. I do have a therapist and he is great, but sometimes in therapy I will do something to self harm and I don't know if he just ignores it or doesn't care because he says nothing about it. I want to stop this behavior, but I have not found any coping skills that work for me. Help me please.
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Default Feb 19, 2007 at 11:55 PM
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Are you SIing during sessions, or just letting him know about it. Many therapists won't pay a lot of attention specifically to SI because they don't want to encourage more of it (reinforce it), and because SI is a symptom, not a main issue. As you address your feelings and the reasons that you need to SI, it should get easier to stop.

You might also want to read through some of the other threads here. Sometimes you can find something that helps you in the discussions that have already taken place. Welcome to PC. Welcome to the self injury room I hope that we are able to help you here. Don't hesitate to jump right in and start your own threads so that it is easier for people to reply directly to you. If you need help, you can always PM me.

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Default Mar 04, 2007 at 03:31 AM
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I used to cut but haven't in a few months at least. Although now i've noticed when im stressed i dig my nails in and use them Welcome to the self injury room sometimes not even realising it. Its like you stop one thing and start another ...
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Default Mar 17, 2007 at 04:38 PM
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my self injury has spread around two whole schools of about 1500 pupils. this is what happens when you talk to a gp. if anyone has anything to say about us being bad people, then you obviously hate the subject. so why are you here???

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Default Aug 28, 2007 at 11:04 PM
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Thanks DocJohn

I am new to this PC and saw this room. Its been a few months that I havn't self injured and it's taking alot of doing. I am using different coping skills to deal with the sadness and it's helping. I'm not saying it isn't a struggle because it is but it's worth doing things differently. I am glad there is a place to talk about this subject and others who are fighting to change these actions. Thanks again Welcome to the self injury room

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Default Sep 20, 2007 at 12:15 AM
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hi everyone! my name is sherri and I am kind of new here. i actually had an account in Feburary but decided against it. i self injury. I am an active member in the No Fear Safe group for about 3 years but I am getting no support there. I am proud to report I have been Self injury free for 6 months I stilll have a lot of urges and some nights it is a real struggle. Why do I self Injury? I have been severaly sexually abuse and really never got over it. What has helped me stop self injury for 6 months? I dont like to focus on the self injury behavior but the feelings behind it. Why do I want to do this? Try to understand that. I dont know what got me here tonight but I sure would like some support. Sherri
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Default Oct 06, 2007 at 07:26 PM
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I'm not sure if i should write or not. I'm out of therapy currently and slipped up today - met up with a plastic wrap carton with teeth. =( Haven't quite made it 2 months without cutting but was doing well avoiding razors. But i could feel it building and knew i couldn't avoid sharp things forever. This was better than some other options, yes? Not that it is good to cut, but considering.... I never know how to deal with the urges. I don't feel it is serious enough to call a crisis line, and I've never had to go get stitches or anything, so i feel silly asking for help around it. Plus so many people think cutting is a way to get attention - and it's not! At least not for me. Very few people know i cut and my mom thinks i haven't cut in over 2 years! OK i'm feeling odd taking up space.
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Hi Kiya. Welcome to the community. You never have to worry about taking up space here. There's plenty of space to go around.

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Thanks... I really ought to call a crisis line. I'm sinking ever faster into isolation &amp; dispair and didn't remember to keep a life jacket. I just don't know what I'd tell them. I'm terrible talking on the phone even to my (former) T or minister. I want to connect in the chat rooms but i have to install the java update.... I don't want a crisis line to know who I am or think something troubling and send someone to my place.

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Kiya, please call and get help if you need it. Or set up an appointment with a therapist (either your former one or a new one). I am more concerned about your despair than anything else. You don't have to live that way.

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I'm tryin, Rap. Thanks. I did finally get an appointment - it's taken 3 weeks for them to figure out i can't pay *anything* (that's why I quit the last time), and that my dr. is adament (sp) that i be in therapy right now. But i don't get in until *next* monday. I can make it. it's only a week. I can make it. Just seven little days.
I found the courage to ask them if they do crisis intervention there at that clinic (since I'm teetering on the edge) and they do only if one already is set up with a T. Then one would call the crisis line.... sounds vaguely familiar...
I can't get the java install to work - there's an error, so no chat for me. Today there's been just a bit more rage, rather than dispair, which can be utilized as energy to keep me going.
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Hey, just wanna say thanks alot for this thread, it has helped a great deal and reading others posts aswell has helped me understand more about the subject. I feel safer coming on here with all the support than I ever have had before, even more so that it has encouraged me to be strong and try and but an end to it all... I now know that I am not alone. Its made me understand that I shouldnt be ashamed of who I am, and if I feel I cant stop it altogether straight away, then I can at least try and beat my record of how long I can last for each time and just take it one day at a time.

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