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Old Nov 16, 2008, 06:52 AM
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Iam not sure if its right...iam just not sure of everything
today my mind its totally mess and i cant think clearly
i try to do another thing but i still have this thought...iam so scared
i dont want to die but why my mind keep telling me to k... my self...
and my heart full of pain and if i cut my self i feel much more better coz at least it can reduce lil pain in my heart....am i crazy???
i dont want to do this ...i want to feel fine...but maybe i will never be fine....
iam just scared and iam still strugling try to do no harm to my self..
i need help but no one cant help me coz i never let anyone help me..
iam feel sick of my self ..its so embarrasing..
i hate me.....
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Old Nov 16, 2008, 12:27 PM
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PP, I am sorry that you are struggling. Are you afraid to let others help you? I understand that when your heart hurts that cutting helps. Can you work on getting your heart to hurt less by talking about those hurts?
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Old Nov 16, 2008, 02:14 PM
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Im so sorry that its hard for you now. I am not sure how can help u.However we could try this. How about I like you for now and before you do anything to my friend you have to ask my permission cus she is my good friend? I will like you for you until you like yourself.
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Old Nov 16, 2008, 09:29 PM
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No, you are not crazy. You make perfect sense to me. I know it seems like it's the answer. But it "seems" like it is. That doesnt' mean that it is. You can't let anyone know that you are hurting, why not? I am glad that at least you are letting us know. We are always here. One or another of us. I'm sure you could talk to any of us and we would have your back.Loving you until you can love yourself, alex.
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Old Nov 17, 2008, 01:54 AM
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PP, I am sorry that you are struggling. Are you afraid to let others help you? I understand that when your heart hurts that cutting helps. Can you work on getting your heart to hurt less by talking about those hurts?
I wish i could talk about everything that killing me inside but i cant..i cant for so many reason...and iam not afraid to let anyone help me i just dont know how to let them help me
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Old Nov 17, 2008, 01:57 AM
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Thanks everyone for all ur love and thank you for love me till iam able to love my self..thank you..
but what if i never love my self?
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Old Nov 17, 2008, 10:31 AM
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I wish i could talk about everything that killing me inside but i cant..i cant for so many reason...and iam not afraid to let anyone help me i just dont know how to let them help me
Are you in therapy?
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Old Nov 17, 2008, 10:45 AM
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Thanks everyone for all ur love and thank you for love me till iam able to love my self..thank you..
but what if i never love my self?
If you never love yourself is a scary thought; think instead that it may take longer than you want, but it will happen. I, too, will love you for you, will hold your hand and be there for you. You are valuable and important. If you don't know where to start with someone IRL, tell them that. Let them lead. Tell them you hurt but don't know where to start.
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Old Nov 18, 2008, 10:36 PM
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Are you in therapy?
Im not in theraphy my pdoc sent me to the theraphy but idont have money to pay it so i just take my meds everyday but i think thats not help at all..
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Old Nov 19, 2008, 11:37 AM
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I'm not sure where you live. If you live in the US there is government supported therapy........
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